Chapter 184 Mutual redemption
“I am just an object, a tool. The value of my existence is to please others. If you want me to please you, please bring your money and come to me.”

Xiao Xing was scared again.

Many people have such moments when, in the face of others’ concern, they will deliberately say something hurtful to others. They are eager to get out of trouble, but they are afraid that their expectations will be dashed if they fail to get out of trouble.

As long as people are persuaded to give up, as long as that little bit of hope is extinguished, it seems that there is no such thing as disappointment.

This concludes the dialogue on March 4th.

After saying this, Xiaoxing’s avatar on the social software turned gray.

On this day, Xiao Xing was a little absent-minded during the domestication process.

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Toe’s tragic song begins with hope.

March 5th.

A little fan of Sennin Morita started a new chat.

“Today my brother helped a terminally ill person recover! With my brother’s encouragement, that person rekindled his hope for life!”

“Did you see that? My brother is so handsome!”

Although she is always ridiculed by others, Hitomi Morita doesn’t care.

Because everyone seems to have gradually accepted the existence of Morita Sage.

Compared to the beginning when even Morita Shengren denied it, now at least everyone knows that there really is such a person as Morita Shengren, and it seems that this Shengren can really help others.

Of course, people have become accustomed to suppressing and ridiculing Xiaotong.

Xiaotong doesn’t care. She feels happy as long as she listens to everyone discussing her brother’s affairs.

There is no change in the scheduled program of today’s chat group.

People received more photos of Xiao Xing dressed as a dog.

But people don’t know that this time, Xiao Xing was a little reluctant.

She was trying to convince the man.

“You are more shy than yesterday. This is not a good thing, Xiao Xing. Shame is meaningless. You have to treat yourself as a real dog.”

“Do dogs mind doing things in public? No.”

The man spoke in a serious tone, appearing quite gentle.

But words force a person to become a beast.

“If I hadn’t been here, you would have starved to death. Do you know how many people die of starvation every year?”

“Do you know that the greatest happiness for a prostitute is to serve someone who is rich enough?”

“I have never treated you unfairly. At least, I have helped you filter out a lot of garbage. Those who can buy yours are truly rich people.”

“You’re better than your mother, aren’t you?”

Men are always like this. With just a few words, they can transform their behavior into a “good deed.”

Xiao Xing always felt that something was wrong, but she had already solidified some of her thoughts under such a life and dogma. The man knew this very well.

After all, he has more than one “pet” in his name.

But there are very few who are as pure and beautiful as Xiao Xing.

I have to say that Akiyama Rika’s genes are very strong, and her daughter Akiyama Yuki is beautiful enough. When she gets tired of treating people like animals…

I don’t mind trying to make her a star in the next cycle.

Men often think about…

Rather than taming a person into a beast from the beginning, wouldn’t it be more interesting to first praise her, then let her experience a fall from grace and then tame her into a beast?
His thoughts were suddenly interrupted.

“Recently, there seems to be a person named Sennin Morita who can make people happy. What he does seems to be different from what you teach.”

It really took courage to say this. Xiao Xing’s desire was also exposed at this moment.

The man smiled and said:
“I see. So it’s because you saw how others achieved happiness… that you also had extravagant hopes.”

“But now that you mention it, I’ll find out.”

“I will go and find out about Morita Sennin. If possible, I will make you happy.”

Xiao Xing looked at the man gratefully.

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In the Morita residence.

Due to the misfortune of devouring others for several consecutive days, Morita Hitomi became increasingly weak.

His entire body was covered in dark spots.

“Brother, you came to see me… Will my voice scare you?”

“How…how could this be, brother, my good brother. Everyone is grateful to you, everyone thinks you are an angel.” Morita Yu wanted to hug his brother.

But he couldn’t bring himself to do it in the end, as he was afraid that the black spots might be something that could infect him.

Afraid that such misfortune will affect me.

So he just stood there, trying to make his expression as kind as possible:

“By the way, there will be a person tomorrow who has always felt that he has a very unfortunate life. He is concerned about the country and the people. He is a member of the Tojiang council. He has great ideals and will bring new changes to our country and Tojiang.”

“As you know, there have been a lot of strange stories recently. There are more and more variables in this world… According to that congressman, humans need to evolve.”

“That congressman tried to conduct an experiment on Kashima. But this experiment caused a lot of controversy.”

“He is working hard for our future. We must not let such a person become unhappy!”

“Brother, are you willing to help us?”

Hitomi Morita wanted to agree directly. But he felt that he was becoming more and more like a monster recently. And his body was getting weaker and weaker.

“Brother, I feel very tired recently. Can I take a break? The day after tomorrow…”

He saw Morita Yu’s expression, saw the smile slowly fading, and saw the disappointment in his eyes.

At this moment, Hitomi Morita was very sad. He said sensibly:
“The day after tomorrow… the day after tomorrow I will–“

“No…no, let’s do it tomorrow, brother. I can do it.”

Morita Yu’s smile appeared again:

“Good boy, this is my good brother.”

“It’s okay. Of course, your limit is not limited to this, right?”

“You can do more, right? This is my happiness! My happiness is to bring happiness to more people!”

“Brother, for me, you can definitely do it, right?”

Hitomi Morita also mustered up her fighting spirit:

“Of course! Brother’s wish is so great, I will help him realize everything!”

“awesome.”

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March 7th.

“Damn, has the war between politicians escalated to the point of using witchcraft?”

“Have you heard? Those who opposed evolution collectively hanged themselves, and left behind suicide notes, repenting that they should not have hindered the process of human evolution.”

“It’s so magical!”

“My impression of political struggles is that they are all about digging up dirt, scheming, and intrigue… But the political struggles in reality are simple and crude. I really suspect that they are cursed.”

“Now, are we about to usher in a glorious evolution?”

“I don’t know. We only know that the evolutionists advocate actively dealing with the end of the world, but no one knows how to deal with it, how to evolve, and where to start evolving.”

The group members began to discuss recent events.

This was undoubtedly a major event that shocked Toe.

No one knows where the impetus for many things begins.

This time, Morita Sento’s little fan did not choose to chat in the group.

He just privately messaged “Lucky Dog”.

“I feel like I did something wrong…”

“I don’t know why those people died. They shouldn’t have died. They were also lives…”

“But my brother told me that this is a necessary sacrifice for everyone’s happiness.”

“I am really scared.”

This time, Xingquan replied:
“Do you listen to your brother in everything? What is your role in helping people become happy? What is your brother’s role?”

This is undoubtedly a very critical issue.

But since he has lived with his brother Morita Yu since he was a child, he completely believes in Morita Yu and completely believes that… his brother will always be good to him and will never betray him.

“I am responsible for eliminating the misfortunes of others, and my brother is responsible for the follow-up work after I finish the ceremony.”

Xiao Xing: “In other words, your mission is actually the most irreplaceable, right? You are the real Morita Sage, right?”

Hitomi Morita:
“I’m not. I’m just my brother’s younger brother. My brother’s should be more important, right? After all… I don’t know who is happy and who is unhappy.”

“I often feel that in this world…when some people are happy, others will become unhappy.”

“I can’t make too many judgments. I can only trust my brother.”

I am just my brother’s younger brother. I think that to say this, one must love his brother very much.

But Xiao Xing had already noticed that something was wrong.

“Have you ever tried to make yourself happy?”

This question made Hitomi Morita stunned.

He made many people happy, but never thought about making himself happy.

“I… I’m very happy now. My brother is very happy, and everyone is very happy too. I’m already very happy.”

Akiyama Yuki asked again:
“Everyone in the world is praising Morita Sennin, but what about you? Does the outside world have any opinions about you?”

Hitomi Morita:
“Me? My brother said that everyone loves me and respects me. I believe my brother would not lie to me.”

Xiao Xing suddenly felt that she couldn’t bear to ask any more questions. She also became interested in Morita Sennin.

The curator of the auction is a very capable person who seems to know everything about the world.

Perhaps soon, I will be able to learn about Morita Sennin from the curator.

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March 12th.

Many days passed, and these days Morita Hitomi and Xiao Xing chatted more and more frequently.

Xiao Xing sometimes still has her old habits. She would deliberately talk about herself and ask Morita Hitomi if she had any thoughts about her revealing photos.

There is always a sense of sadness in Hitomi Morita’s writings:
“Come to me, will you? I want to save you from your misfortune.”

He is so determined and so compassionate.

So much so that Xiao Xing felt that maybe she really had a chance.

But on the night of March 12, the matter about Morita Sennin—

Xiao Xing finally found out.

“As much as I wish to help you achieve happiness, unfortunately, Morita Sennin is not someone I can reach.”

“But I do know a little about Morita Sennin’s methods.”

“If my information is correct, Morita Sennin should have mastered a very high-quality ghost.”

Xiao Xing was surprised:
“ghost?”

The man nodded:
“For Toe nowadays, this is not uncommon. The art of raising ghosts is to use ghosts to absorb the misfortunes of others. Of course, I have to admit that even in Toe, where there are many ghost stories, this is an enviable method.”

“Those who were treated by Morita Sennin have truly achieved happiness.”

“But I’m happy with my life at this stage. There are things I don’t want to do.”

The man knew very well that there were many people with super powers in this world.

His superpower is that once he dies, he will retain his memory and return to a certain point. This is already a very abnormal ability.

There is no need to provoke other people with special abilities.

What’s more, this Morita Immortal seems to have “conceptual level” abilities. People who are constantly happy often make the people around them unhappy.

It is possible that Morita Sennin’s current success is due to someone else bearing his misfortune.

So men don’t want to provoke this kind of enemy with the law of cause and effect.

He just said:
“Senjin Morita had a younger brother, but he died very early. After that, Senjin Morita began to change, and he looked more and more like a sage.”

“People say that the younger brother has gone to heaven and brought blessings to his older brother.”

“Morita Sento also often told the outside world that if my brother were alive, I would do everything I could to make him happy.”

“There are always regrets in life. When you have mastered the method of obtaining happiness, there are often regrets that cannot be filled.”

The man seemed quite emotional:

“It’s like those people at an auction, they spend a fortune on an exhibit… but in reality, they can no longer look at the opposite sex normally, as if every member of the opposite sex who approaches them is only after money.”

“There have been guests who have tried to fall in love with auction items. After all, auction items have been domesticated like dogs. Dogs are absolutely loyal.”

“But when the guest created the illusion that he was bankrupt… the dog chose to leave him.”

The man seemed to be expressing that if you gain something, you must lose something.

But for Xiao Xing, she was extremely shocked.

Sento Morita has no younger brother?

Is Morita Sento’s brother dead?
So who is chatting with you?

Is Hitomi Morita a liar?
Or……

Suddenly, an extremely terrifying thought appeared in Akiyama Yuki’s mind.

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March sixteenth.

These days, Xiao Xing asked a lot about Morita Sennin and also told some of his own things to Morita Hitomi.

Including her mother’s death and her view of the world.

Including her acceptance of exchanging pain for reward.

They were like two good friends who could talk about anything, and during these days, they rapidly deepened their understanding of each other.

Only then did Morita Hitomi realize that Xiao Xing’s life was even worse than she had imagined.

He seemed to suddenly understand the mission of Tianmu God.

Hitomi Morita talked a lot about his past with his brother.

His words were full of affirmation, recognition and respect for his brother.

But the more this happened, the sadder Xiao Xing felt.

She felt that this child was even more miserable than herself. She didn’t even know whether to tell this child the truth she knew.

If I expose certain things…will he become miserable? Is it better to let him stay as he is?
Or does he simply not believe in himself?
Akiyama Yuki became more and more certain of one thing—

Morita Go is using Morita Hitomi, but Morita Hitomi has no idea that he has never been the brother of an immortal, nor a candidate for the Heavenly Eye God.

In the mouths of outsiders, he is called a “ghost”.

His life was already a mess, but at this moment, Xiao Xing still wanted to save others.

“Xiaotong, can you come and see me?”

“Yes… I’m sorry, I can’t come. My brother said that I can’t come before I become a Tianmu God. But I… I will soon become a Tianmu God, and I will come to see you.”

“But I’m leaving. I’m going to a very far place. If you don’t come and give me happiness, I will continue to live miserably in a very far place. Please save me… I really want to live as a human being.”

Xiao Xing’s words were sincere.

If there really is a way in this world that can make people happy instantly, then my happiness should be to be able to live with dignity, right?
It’s what my mother said…living with both dignity and money.

She longed for redemption, but more than that, she hoped that Xiaotong could know the truth.

At this moment, on the other side of the computer——

Xiaotong’s heart suddenly ached.

Living as a human being, this sentence inexplicably made him yearn for it.

After continuously absorbing the misfortunes of many people in District 19, his body has begun to change and he no longer looks like a human being.

He is now a monster, his shadow is wriggling, and he can’t even describe what shape he is in.

If possible, he actually didn’t want to become the Tianmu God as his brother called him. He wanted to go back to his previous self.

He wanted to find Xiao Xing.

One without human dignity, one without human form.

In such a place, these two monsters who longed to become “humans” finally established an agreement.

Hitomi Morita:
“Are you leaving? When?”

Xiao Xing:

“Probably, in these few days, I might go somewhere far away.”

Hitomi Morita:
“Then I’ll come to you. I…I will definitely come to you before that! There are many things I can’t make up my mind about. I have to wait for my brother to make the decision for me.”

“But…I want you to be happy, I am sure of that!”

There has never been a moment when she longed so much for someone to be happy. Morita Hitomi thought that she must find Xiaoxing.

Xiao Xing also hopes that Morita Hitomi can find her:
“Then I’ll wait for you to come to me and we’ll make a deal.”

“Okay, it’s a deal, I will definitely come to find you!”

(End of this chapter)