Chapter 133 Death of Cen Dongsheng

——The person I love most is the person I want to kill most.

This is the crux of Yi Qingyan’s heart, the girl’s inner desires and emotions, a mixture of desires and fears, which gives rise to a twisted wish.

Cen Dongsheng couldn’t help but remain silent.

He suddenly understood why Sister Zhizhen planned this incident. She must have noticed the forbidden desire deep in Yi Qingyan’s heart a long time ago.

For the elder sister, it is undoubtedly unacceptable that her younger sister has such thoughts in her mind and stays by her side every day.

Being regarded as the most wanted target by King Pingdeng, the psychological pressure is really enormous.

But…

The soft body in my arms felt slightly warm, and I could smell the faint fragrance from the beautiful girl; I could kiss her, hug her, and do more intimate things with her, and she wouldn’t refuse.

This lovable temperament slowly relaxed the man’s body, which had been stiffened by the murderous intent.

There is no way. A man’s body is too honest. Even if you know it is dangerous, you still can’t help touching it; it’s like facing a rose with thorns, just because the flower surrounded by thorns is too beautiful.

The joy and satisfaction of being treated as the most beloved person by the King of Equality is another completely opposite stimulation.

…seems to cancel each other out.

Cen Dongsheng was able to calm down and listen quietly to her continued story while thinking.

“Then, I realized something else.”

Yi Qingyan rubbed her little face against his chest.

“I have been restraining my desires to prevent myself from becoming a reckless killer, but at the same time I have to find a reasonable place to vent and satisfy my moral goals…but I don’t know where this boundary is.”

“But I found that as long as I stay with Brother Dongsheng, I will not go astray. Because if one day, I am willing to kill the person I love the most, it means that I have fallen, and my power and desires are no longer under control…”

Makes sense.

Cen Dongsheng couldn’t help but nodded.

It seems that after realizing her own limitations, Yi Qingyan took advantage of the complex emotions in her heart and regarded him as the bottom line of human nature and as a valve to prevent her desires from getting out of control.

“In the end, I… took advantage of my brother…”

“It is not good?”

Cen Dongsheng didn’t mind how she thought, the key was her approach; and there was something he had promised long ago, on the first day he and Yi Qingyan met, got to know each other, and established a relationship –

“Yi Qingyan, I will take the responsibility of guiding you and educating you.”

Cen Dongsheng slowly organized his words and carefully conveyed his ideas to the other party.

“This idea has not changed to this day. If you really have an idea, we can be frank and open and discuss it with each other.”

The girl in his arms did not respond. He could only hear faint sobs, and the moisture between her brows spread on her clothes.

“We also agreed on a time. Do you remember?”

“Um……”

The crystal clear light swirled in Yi Qingyan’s eyes. The tears she held back were ultimately unable to resist the emotion and guilt that surged like a tide.

“……lifetime……”

Her voice was distorted by a tremor.

“Yes, for a lifetime.”

The man’s rough palm gently stroked his sister’s hair.

Although he knew very well that the person in his arms looked frail but was actually a demon king with destructive power hidden in his body, he still unconsciously treated him as if he were treating fragile glass.

“Qingyan, do you regret it? Do you want to end this agreement?”

Yi Qingyan’s delicate body trembled and she shook her head desperately.

“I don’t want it… I want to be with my brother forever… Even if I die, I will cling to you…”

Uh.

Cen Dongsheng, who was just thinking about the touching lines, choked.

…That’s enough. How can there be words heavier than “a lifetime”?
“That’s good, isn’t it?” He sighed, trying to conclude.

“But, but…”

Unexpectedly, Yi Qingyan, who was gently comforted by the man, cried even harder at this moment. Her emotional collapse was not eased, but she just found an outlet for a while.

“I really…really did it…”

“what?”

Cen Dongsheng frowned and couldn’t help asking.

“what have you done?”

“That woman…created an illusion for me…and made me kill…kill my brother with my own hands…”

*
Cen Dongsheng fell silent.

At this moment, he finally understood why his sister Qingyan was on the verge of emotional breakdown.

Since she regards herself as the control valve of desire, she will naturally be hit hard when this valve is opened… even if it is accidental or careless.

Cen Dongsheng had no idea how this would unfold.

Similarly, only An Zhizhen had already seen through Yi Qingyan’s desire for herself, so she set this trap, right?

Even though she knew that the “brother” who was killed was an illusion, the girl’s emotions were still greatly affected, because this was originally the limitation she set for herself on a psychological level;
When this restriction was broken by one’s own hands, Yi Qingyan’s defense was broken.

He couldn’t help but be amazed.

“This woman An Zhizhen is so evil.”

Even though she was a lover, a sister, and a partner, he couldn’t help but think this way;

But on the other hand, he seemed to understand that when he became Yi Qingyan’s “bottom line”, he also became her weakness.

Even the illusion of accidentally killing him caused emotional instability, no wonder he was exploited.

“Yes, she is very bad… but it is also because of my incompetence. If I had held back…”

“Don’t worry, Qingyan, it’s just an illusion. Am I not here perfectly fine now?”

Cen Dongsheng comforted her in this way, but Yi Qingyan obviously couldn’t accept it easily.

“In fact, before today, I have fantasized more than once that my brother would become a bad guy one day, and I would be able to kill you with peace of mind… Even if I hadn’t encountered the hallucination, I would have done the same thing sooner or later.”

The little girl loosened her arms and raised her face from the man’s arms. She wiped the tears from her face, her voice slightly choked, but she seemed to have regained her usual calm.

“So, brother, let me go.”

She said it in a serious tone, as if giving a warning.

“Where are you going to go after you let go?”

“…I’m alone, and I plan to stay somewhere where no one is. I will try my best to regain control of my out-of-control emotions and tame my own life restrictions; but if that doesn’t work, I will…”

Her fingers trembled slightly, and Yi Qingyan stared at her palms in a daze for a while.

Cen Dongsheng could see clearly that the red murderous intent was unconsciously appearing again in the girl’s pupils.

She was right. Cen Dongsheng’s presence and unexpected actions could only calm her down for a short time, but not for a long time. The madness had not yet left her.

Rather, since Cen Dongsheng himself was the reason why she lost control, he was both a sedative and a poison to Yi Qingyan.

“I will never…”

The further she spoke, the weaker her voice became, until she didn’t even say the last few words. But the man knew what she wanted to say.

——If it is really irreversible, she will never spare her life.

Cen Dongsheng felt her determination and felt moved.

Yes, Yi Qingyan has a dangerous nature, so she is treated as a time bomb; most people regard her as a murderous devil who may go crazy at any time, and they are afraid of her and stay away from her.

But if King Pingdeng was really the kind of person who indulged his natural desires, he would not have cared so much about it in the past.

She has a strong sense of morality and pure dreams in her heart, which are in fierce conflict with her inner dark desires…These are exactly what make Cen Dongsheng regretful and fascinated, and he even plans to take on the responsibility of her life.

“Let Yi Qingyan leave alone and let her find a way to control her desires.” This sounds like the best approach at the moment. If she continues to stay by my side, she will only become more and more unbearable.

but–

“I don’t want it. I won’t let go.”

Cen Dongsheng answered capriciously.

He had just taken away the girl’s first kiss, and now he was asked to give up her in his arms… Although he already considered himself a scumbag, he was not to this extent.

Yi Qingyan’s body trembled slightly for a moment.

“Brother, do you…want to watch me die in your arms?”

A sad smile appeared on the girl’s face.

“Or… kill me with your own hands? If it’s my brother, I’m willing…”

Cen Dongsheng shook his head.

“I can’t bear to kill you.”

He thought for a moment. In fact, he was not sure about something because he had never tried it before. But this was his only chance.

“In fact, there is another way. You may not know that I have had my own troubles recently. Especially after I knew the true name of the special forbidden curse in my body, some aspects are changing.”

“Brother, brother wants to kill someone too?”

Yi Qingyan was surprised.

“No, no, no, I’m not as crazy as you and Sister Zhizhen. I’ve just become… more ambitious than before.”

To be precise, he actually had the urge to fight with the two of them and regarded it as a challenge.

“Also, I noticed that your strength is increasing at an unusually fast rate. I think this has something to do with the pressure Sister Zhizhen has put on you.”

He was the one who saw the clearest about Yi Qingyan’s “abnormal” strength. After all, others were not like him, who had a benchmark as a reference.

“……I do not understand.”

Yi Qingyan seemed confused, she asked in a whisper.

“Brother, what do you mean…?”

“To put it simply, the power of the curse will constantly change according to the curse master’s adaptation to the surrounding environment. The higher the level of the curse, the more obvious this characteristic will be…”

Among all the spells he knew, the most exaggerated one in this regard was “Transmutation of Others”.

This power will take on completely different appearances when placed in the hands of different people, which is rare even among special forbidden spells – its true attribute is infinite change.

Cen Dongsheng believed that his special spell was the type that had reached its maximum limit in terms of “adaptation” and “change”.

This is something the man slowly noticed after discovering the true name of “Hehua Zizai”:

The two superpowers he awakened, “Immortal Bones” and “Tiger Soul”, are becoming different from what they seemed at the beginning.

If it were another user, it probably wouldn’t have caused such a drastic change. The problem was that the two special-class spell-forbidden masters around him, the “ancestors” of the future, just provided the best environment for this adaptive change:
It comes from the sense of oppression from the world’s top strong men.

Why were these two superpowers the first to awaken, and why were they the ones undergoing drastic changes… At this point, Cen Dongsheng could naturally guess the reason.

Under the pressure from An Zhizhen, Yi Qingyan mastered her superpowers faster than she did in her previous life; and as for Cen Dongsheng, his “immortal bones” have almost transformed into another superpower compared to what they were during the Xiaokang Building incident.

“I am completely different now than I was in the past.”

He spoke in a calm tone.

“Because you and Sister Zhizhen don’t understand this, the illusion you saw was so easy to kill.”

“…”

Yi Qingyan blinked.

She was smart and quickly guessed what Cen Dongsheng was thinking, and immediately shook her head in panic.

“No, I don’t want to…” But the girl’s words were interrupted forcefully, including her delicate palm, which was grabbed by the man’s big hand.

“Qingyan, you said that you targeted me in the beginning because you thought I was not easy to kill, right?”

Cen Dongsheng said.

“I know that simply killing the illusion will not satisfy you. So, I decided to give you another chance…”

Cen Dongsheng’s palm wrapped around the five slender fingers, slowly spread out, and boldly placed the girl’s soft palm on his chest.

“Come on, try to kill me—”

The heartbeats of the brother and sister seemed to be transmitted to each other through the body temperature of their palms.

“Kill the real me, the real me.”

“No, I don’t want to…!”

Yi Qingyan shook her head desperately and tried to break free as if she had been electrocuted, but Cen Dongsheng, who had guessed her reaction, unceremoniously increased the strength of his hands and held her tightly.

Cen Dongsheng’s tone became low and solemn.

“It’s not up to you. You and I both know that you’re about to lose control. Whether you do it or not, the result will be the same.”

“But……!”

“Fill your instinctive belly in one go until it is full, Qingyan. This is your only chance to regain the initiative.”

“Huh…huh…”

Yi Qingyan was breathing heavily, her chest heaving violently, and the girl’s eyes were flashing a sharp red light like a color screen with bad signal, symbolizing that her willpower was in fierce conflict with murderous intent and desire.

“Be obedient and do as I say.”

The man’s condescending command made the girl who loved him deeply feel even more unable to refuse.

“me……”

Wisps of white light slowly gathered on her fingertips. It was the indestructible “Blade of Infernal Affairs” that was powerful enough to cut through space and was ready to be unleashed without her noticing.

Yi Qingyan’s mind was in a mess.

“–quick!”

Cen Dongsheng’s last low roar was like pulling the trigger of a starting gun.

“…!”

The destructive white light eruption can make the world regress to the state of “the beginning of heaven and earth” and the time and space torrent reappears.

No matter how strong and tough the superhuman body was, no matter how hard it was, it was meaningless in the face of this horrific blow; every muscle fiber and every inch of bone of the man standing in front of her was chopped into micro-particles and disappeared into the air.

“Ah…ah…”

Yi Qingyan was left alone. Without the warm embrace and support, she sat on the ground in a daze, looking at the blank world in front of her. She seemed to have lost the ability to speak and could only utter “ah…”

(End of this chapter)