Teacher Daxiang, please teach me how to play Kasuga Shadow!
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Su Shi’s voice was full of teasing, and Li Xi, who was standing below, couldn’t help but clench his fists.
“Besides, I wasn’t the first one to quit, was I? Why don’t you ask Ayano why she wanted to leave the group?”
“That’s not because you…”
“Because of me?” Su Shi’s tone became even more frivolous. “I didn’t force her to do that, and how come you didn’t know she did it on purpose?
You don’t really think she’s a simple person, do you?”
“You bastard…” Li Xi wanted to rush up and slap Su Shi in the face, “And Ai Yin…”
“I didn’t expect them to exist~”
“what?”
“If we continue to be divided like this, I think everyone will be very worried~”
“Are you talking about crychic?” Li Xi was stunned for a moment, and felt that she suddenly understood something.
“But I certainly didn’t expect Aine, Ayano, and Rakuna to join in.”
“But you’re not saying that to Aine and the others…”
“That’s intentional~” Su Shi said infuriating words with a kind expression while smiling, “I treat them gently on purpose, so that I can make better use of them, right?
Besides… Crychic doesn’t need the three of them, right?”
At this point, Su Shi no longer has anything to worry about.
Xiangzi’s words that marked a complete break, and his current situation where he had no freedom to play music at all, made Su Shi blurt out these seemingly very asshole-like words without any psychological burden.
What could she do? Even if Xiangzi’s problems hadn’t happened, her life and studies were already undergoing tremendous changes. How could she have the energy to…
Wait, did Xiangzi say that because he encountered a similar situation?
“Are you serious about what you said?”
Li Xi’s angry questioning interrupted Su Shi’s thoughts. She looked at Li Xi, who seemed to be very far away from her, with a calm gaze, and listened to the accusations against her as calmly as possible.
“You worked so hard to keep the band going, and every time there was a conflict, you tried your best to mediate. You also made so many vows to make Deng feel at ease.
Is this all a lie?”
Li Xi saw that Su Shi in front of her once again showed an innocent and peaceful expression, and continued to express her nonchalantness by playing with her hair. She finally couldn’t stand it anymore and rushed up.
Although Lixi was slightly shorter than Su Shi, she still grabbed the bastard’s collar and controlled him in her hand.
“Do you know how much pain and confusion Deng went through to keep the band going?
How much effort has Ayano put into solving our problems?
On the first day when no one trusted each other, she was the only one who decided to wait for you to come back. Now she is gone and you say that she did it on purpose. Don’t you feel anything?
Are you ashamed?
After knowing so much, have you been planning to betray all of them?! “
“…sodayo.”
Su Shi was also very panicked, but in order to completely cut off ties with her past, she could only imitate Xiangzi and say this casual sentence in the most indifferent tone.
With a bang, Su Shi felt herself being pushed away by Li Xi, followed by a disappointing “bad”.
Li Xi has never been the kind of person who would swear or curse. For her, perhaps the word “bad” is already a complete contempt and hatred for a person?
Su Shi took a step back with her left foot so that she could keep her swaying body steady.
At this moment, she seemed to see the rainy day and saw herself in front of her, helpless and disappointed.
Although my past self wasn’t as decisive as Li Xi, it seems that she is actually no different from that heartless Xiangzi…
“The same goes for Lixi.”
This seemingly strange sentence is indeed Su Shi’s personal feeling at this moment.
But now that she was the one who broke up the band, she found that she was not so comfortable telling others about all that had happened to her.
She had long been accustomed to this style of behavior and tried her best to cater to others at school, hoping to find a place to stay in this way.
But she never thought about whether there would be someone who could really accept her true side like her mother, and understand her situation and logic.
Moreover, I have been living with a mask on all the time, so I am not worthy of being truly accepted by others.
“Wait a moment!”
When Su Shi was about to leave, Li Xi behind him seemed to have something to say, but at this moment Su Shi no longer had the desire to listen.
After a slight pause, she turned her head and said coldly to Li Xi:
“Lixi, you…it’s okay as long as Deng is alone, right?”
“…”
Seeing Li Xi speechless, Su Shi sneered as if he was mocking Li Xi, but it seemed more like he was mocking himself. Then he left the venue without looking back.
It seems… these people are really similar in some aspects.
It’s as if everyone in crychic was really brought together by fate, but because their fates are too similar, they can’t stay together forever.
Only when she reached a place where no one could see her did Su Shi stagger and find a wall to lean against. The twitching corners of her mouth seemed to be a precursor to crying, but she forced herself not to shed tears.
“If I want to continue staying in Tsuki no Mori… I might have to help my mother work and earn money…”
Chapter 131 You are late, they are on guard against JK customer service (still 7)
Su Shi, having calmed down, wiped the corners of her slightly moist eyes and walked towards the station while checking some information on her mobile phone.
What she was looking for was naturally not the latest pedal reviews or board building guides.
It was an area she had never touched upon or considered before: how high school students could find part-time jobs.
When the pressure of life really fell on her, Su Shi realized how much her mother loved her. In order to prevent her from considering other things that she shouldn’t consider at this age, her mother really bore too much.
Her mother did not explain in detail why she was suspended from the company, but Su Shi thought… since her mother couldn’t help but tell her, the problem must be quite serious.
Maybe her mother made a big mistake in the industry this time, which resulted in no one hiring her for quite some time and it would be difficult for her to negotiate any big deals.
The less she knew about the inside story, the more Su Shi couldn’t help but guess. As she guessed, she felt the stone in her heart becoming heavier and heavier, and she felt like she couldn’t breathe.
Although her family does not need to sell their property to pay off debts at the moment, they are afraid that their financial resources will become a big problem in the future if things continue like this.
If I don’t do something to help my mother, one day all my money will be gone.
She originally wanted to drop out of Tsukinomori, but as soon as she expressed this idea yesterday, she received strong opposition from her mother.
But if I want to continue studying…how can I earn the tuition?
After searching for information for a long time, Su Shi finally found a relatively reliable part-time job guide.
According to the article, she has four options:
The first is through the school’s recommendation.
Some schools would cooperate with local businesses to provide part-time job opportunities for students. However, this situation was mostly limited to universities, and high school students might not have such opportunities, let alone the school she attended, Tsuki no Mori.
Although some students in Yuezhisen work part-time, they basically do it to experience life and not to support their families.
The school allows this kind of part-time job, but if you ask the school to introduce you to a job, that’s a bit presumptuous.
If the first method doesn’t work, then it seems we can only look at the following methods.
The second method is to go directly offline to find some nearby stores, such as convenience stores and restaurants.
But Su Shi thought about it and directly put his hand
I put away my phone and walked into the convenience store in front of me.
But she soon came out again.
It wasn’t because of anything else, she simply saw a few familiar classmates after she walked in.
Even though working part-time in Moon Forest was not prohibited, Su Shi, who felt inexplicably guilty, still could not make the decision to work in such a close place.
How about trying some jobs that are a little more hidden?
Su Shi picked up his phone again and looked at the remaining two job search channels.
In fact, there are two, but they can be summarized as one.
Because looking for jobs through websites and applications such as Townwork and Baitoru, and contacting an agency, seem to require the intervention of a third party.
So there will definitely be some handling fees.
But compared to looking for a job through the APP, Su Shi thinks it might be more convenient to contact the agent directly and ask the agent to introduce the most suitable job to him.
After walking out of the convenience store, Su Shi walked all the way to the station, searching for some reliable intermediary platforms on the Internet.
After much screening, she finally found the phone number of an agent after the train arrived at the station.
After sitting in a deserted corner, Su Shi picked up his cell phone and nervously dialed a number he had never called before.
The agent there answered the phone quickly. After all, there is basically no fixed working time in this industry.
Having access to the phone means that possible deals are falling into their hands.
“Hello, this is KiraKira Job Agency. Are you looking for a part-time job?”
“Ah… yes, yes.”
When the person on the other end heard that the person who answered the phone was a person who looked like a high school girl, he was not too surprised.
Instead, he continued to ask happily, “From your voice, I think you are still studying, right? It’s okay, I have many jobs that are suitable for you.
Of course, you can also provide your needs, such as working hours and work location. “
“This one……”
Su Shi hesitated for a moment, and finally said a little embarrassedly: “I want to find a part-time job that doesn’t require me to show up, and it would be best if I can have more flexible hours…”
“Why another one?”
“what?”
“Nothing…” The man on the other end of the phone knew he was talking too much. After a brief pause, he suggested, “Well, I have customer service jobs for several companies here. What do you think?”
“customer service?”
“Yes, although the salary level for customer service jobs is average, it does meet your requirements.
I have some part-time positions for e-commerce platforms, comprehensive services, and large chain retail companies, but some have demanding time constraints…”
“Is there anyone with more flexible schedules, who can come around 4pm, and preferably with decent pay?”
“Well… there’s a moving company here that’s online… oh no, it can’t really be considered online, because they require you to physically clock in at the company.
Apart from this point, everything else meets your requirements.”
“Then let’s go with this one.” Su Shi felt that her request was indeed too much. Since there was a suitable one, she didn’t want to continue to make things difficult for others.
This may also be related to her style of doing things. Su Shi, who is used to pleasing others, is particularly afraid that others will show disgust and disgust towards her.
“This one…”
The man on the other end of the phone paused for a moment and said, “If it’s this company, you have to think carefully. They are very cautious about hiring part-time workers now.
There was a high school girl who also agreed to work there, but she ran away after working there for a short time.
There was even a middle-aged man behind who wanted to come and work part-time. You could say he was a little older, but he had a bad temper.
The person in charge there is now very cautious about part-time temporary workers, so if you want to work part-time, it is best to tell you in advance how long you will work.
The main thing is that you are a high school student. If you just want to experience life casually, you may be targeted during the interview.
Although part-time work is not a formal contract, you still need to have your own plans.”
“I……”
When Su Shi heard that finding a job was so troublesome, he began to hesitate again for a moment.
“Sorry, could you please let me go home and think about it overnight? I’ll give you an answer tomorrow, is that okay?”
“OK.”
After hanging up the phone, Su Shi felt weak all over, and a feeling of fatigue permeated his whole body.
Oh, it would be great if she could be like the high school girl mentioned on the phone, and just quit after working for a while because she felt wronged.
But the problem is that since you don’t need such a good job opportunity, you shouldn’t have jumped in. Now you’re feeling unwelcome at work.