Even though I think clearly in my heart, the suppressed emotions in my chest will not be relieved by just a few simple words.

In the darkness, Dan Heng sighed slowly, turned over again, and forced his eyes closed.

Suddenly, an advertisement that she accidentally saw on the Internet today flashed through her mind.

[A good helper for single women to relieve loneliness late at night! Absolutely wonderful and special experience! You will never forget it after one time! What are you waiting for? Order now!!!]

The girl pursed her lips.

In fact, she is not completely ignorant about…sex.

Dan Heng has always liked to record what he sees and hears during his travels, and enters the collected information into the “think tank” in the data room. He also organizes and enters the cultural ecology, geological features, etc. of the places that the train passes through, and compares and verifies them with past data.

The paper materials neatly stacked on the bookshelf in her room were very complicated, and there were even many handwritten manuscripts.

Some of the texts are difficult to decipher, and the pictures are obscure and difficult to understand. It will take time to fully understand them…

Matters between the sexes have always been wrapped up in the human ecology, and are an indispensable and very important part in many civilizations.

As a result, Danheng also learned a lot of… well, magical little knowledge.

Although the Chiming people do not have the ability to reproduce, their sexual organs can still be used normally, just like ordinary people.

Volume 1: Chapter 272: “The Spirit of the Nameless Guest”

Ji Zi vaguely sensed some loopholes. She stopped, but after hesitating for a moment, she chose to believe Dan Heng.

The girl inside the door held her breath, listening to the “tapping” footsteps gradually fading away. Her tense body suddenly softened, and she didn’t even have the strength to climb onto the bed. She sat sideways on the ground, and the emotions that had disappeared gradually reappeared as the panic faded away.

She panted for a moment, stood up shakily, and slowly wiped her body with a towel.

Dan Heng didn’t dare to move too fast, especially when wiping the area below. That area had become extremely sensitive, and just a gentle touch would cause a strange feeling.

The girl picked up the cloth on the bed and was about to put it on, but suddenly stopped.

She slowly rubbed it in her mouth, then put it to her nose and sniffed it.

A… strange smell…

If it weren’t for the fact that there was still some blush on her face, it would have turned red again.

Anyway, I can’t wear it anymore. I have to take a shower later.

Dan Heng sighed in his heart.

There were no cleaning tools in the room, and Dan Heng couldn’t possibly run out to get them at this time. She was… still…

She rummaged around and luckily found some disposable towels in the cupboard. She spent more than ten minutes dealing with the “stains”.

Wait until tomorrow…clean it thoroughly with detergent…

The girl then walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, faced the hot water, closed her eyes, and let the water temporarily wash away the confusion in her mind.

After everything was done, Dan Heng lay back on the bed, closed his eyes, and fell into a deep sleep with some guilt and regret.

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……

The girl was wearing a black nightgown today.

Half a month has passed since that night.

During this period of time, Danheng never did anything similar again, but since then, that night and that feeling always came to her mind from time to time.

Because every time she thought back to her youth, when she woke up from the brief warmth, she would always feel a little bit of depression of not being able to get the love she wanted. It was as if her heart was being pressed down by something, making her feel depressed.

After this frustration arose, she couldn’t help but subconsciously begin to look for solutions.

In the past, there was often no solution, and I had to let the emotions accumulate, find other things to divert my attention, or let time wash them away. But after that night… although it was extremely shameful, that behavior… was surprisingly effective in relieving the emotions accumulated in my heart.

After that night, I slept better than ever for several nights in a row… I even saw him again in my dream… but, the scene seemed a little… uh…

But all this is still uncertain… After all, Dan Heng only did it once, so she couldn’t say whether the effect was normal or special…

In short, half a month later, the accumulated pressure and depression once again made her feel a little unbearable.

It’s really strange… Logically speaking, I had endured it for many years before that time… Why did I feel unbearable after just half a month after doing it once?

…Maybe people are just like this. Once you relax once, it’s hard to tighten up again…

Dan Heng lay in bed, sitting against the headboard, his hands unconsciously tangled together and stirring, his eyes unfocused, his mind full of random thoughts.

In the days after that, I felt an unprecedented sense of refreshment. Even Ji Zi said that she seemed to be in much better spirits during those days…

So maybe venting occasionally… is good for your mind and your body…

Anyway, it’s definitely not because I want to…

“…”

She frowned suddenly.

Something is wrong… When did I become so pretentious?

It’s just like… what he had told himself before… tsundere?

This should be what it’s called, right?

It’s really strange… She is clearly not that kind of person… She has to find some weird excuses to convince herself when doing something, which is not fun at all.

Dan Heng sighed.

Although Ji Zi said that her spirits have improved a lot since then, the girl always feels that she has become weird recently. In fact, many times… she doesn’t know why, but she always has some thoughts that she feels she shouldn’t have when she thinks back on them.

She also always had some strange dreams. Although they were all about her and the boy, they were too real. She was also very bold in the dream. She clearly remembered one of the dreams. She actually fed him candied haws with her mouth.

Just thinking about it makes my heart beat faster again…

He thought about it for a long time, until the hour hand of the clock on the wall changed from 11 to 12. Dan Heng turned over, still unable to sleep.

…So do it?

Her heart was pounding.

Dan Heng let out a sigh of relief, stood up, and quietly turned off the lights.

Or…it’s better to be darker…

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……

Wash, change clothes, climb into bed, turn off the lights, all done with ease.

Dan Heng inexplicably felt a little ashamed of his current proficiency.

But shame aside…things still have to be done.

Soft… sounds gradually spread out in the dark room. After having done this countless times, the girl was now able to control herself well even at the peak of her ability.

It is late at night. Although the starry sky outside the window does not change with the change of interstellar time, it still brings some psychological effects, making people unable to help but relax more.

Tonight the girl’s… doesn’t seem to be going well.

Today’s traveler is no longer as awkward as the first time, but due to certain physical reasons, she is still unable to explore the most… place and see the scenery she has been longing for.

Although such exploration is not without its fun…

But not enough.

It is no longer enough to satisfy her now.

It’s not that she felt that she would be so happy after getting deeper into it… It’s just that as the train moved forward, Dan Heng also picked up some of the characteristics of the nameless guest during the journey.

Exploring the unknown is the vision that every nameless guest pursues. The girl may not be as focused as them, but she does respect their behavior and tries to learn their spirit.

Maybe… we should think of some way…

Dan Heng suddenly, as if a flash of inspiration came to him, spread out his left hand.

Although it was in darkness, the golden seed seemed to be silently emitting some strange light that was invisible to the naked eye.

A bold idea suddenly flashed through her mind.

The boy once told her that this seed could change into various shapes according to her wishes, but Dan Heng hardly used this function in these years.

This seed provides many extremely useful enhancements just by wearing it: an increase in the total amount and recovery speed of vitality and energy, it can help her withstand damage whose upper limit is currently unknown, make her more friendly and peaceful, and so on.

Although the ever-changing function is an extremely useful function… Dan Heng can’t explain the reason, but he is not willing to let others see this seed, and he doesn’t want them to have the opportunity to touch it, even if it is a cold and dead object.

It’s best if it stays buried deep in her chest forever…

But now…she suddenly wanted to take out the seed.

…Just use it…It should be fine…He added this function, didn’t he want me to use it…

The long-lost feeling of accelerated heartbeat, similar to the first time practicing, came to my mind again.

There was no other reason, it was just that the girl suddenly remembered the boy who had used this golden seed to transform into a little man…

She swallowed reluctantly, her mouth was really dry.

If…if you fill it in…wouldn’t it be…

hiss……

Dan Heng took the necklace off her slender white neck, held it gently in front of her, closed her eyes, and immersed herself in it.

When he opened his eyes, as if by magic, the face had actually changed into the appearance of a young boy!

But the delicate little man had lifeless eyes, and it was obvious that he only had the form but not the spirit.

The girl was shocked by her own audacity. She shook her head violently – No, no! This, this is too blasphemous!

She closed her eyes again and transformed the seed into a soft stick that was shaped like her fingers but longer and thinner. Dan Heng opened her eyes, her heart still pounding.

She was a little absent-minded. Although she was looking at the small stick, her mind was still thinking about the little boy who had just appeared.

If he knew where I am now…what would he think?

Dan Heng only felt that her mind was in a mess, but her body was undoubtedly honest.

The base of the small stick was strung with a cold silver chain, which had already…reached…the…place.

In the judo practice just now,… and… had already been completed, just a little…,… almost went straight in without any hindrance.

The girl pursed her lips and almost couldn’t control her voice.

Although up to now it…is not even as good as her own…, this is a completely different feeling…

My own…it’s a part of my body anyway, and my fingers are connected to my heart, so I can control it absolutely…but this little stick is different…

It was a completely strange foreign object… It had nothing to do with me, nothing to do with me… But now, it… had come to me… And it also brought with it some numbing warmth…

The most important thing… was something the boy had given her… something that had been torn from him, something that had been a part of him…

In other words…even if we temporarily treat it as him…there’s absolutely no problem at all…right?

Anyway… um~… well… well… haah… no one will, will find out… woo…

The depressed gasps kept flowing out from…, and the… girl finally used… all of… for the first time. In the past, she always held the seed in one hand, and the warmth it exuded… was as if the boy was accompanying her at that moment…

..With repeated advances and retreats, the road became deeper and deeper, and at least a slight resistance suddenly came from the end, bringing some pain.

……end?

The traveler frowned.

This shouldn’t be the case… How far is this?

She slid the pole around, and suddenly, the resistance seemed to disappear. She was caught off guard and was unable to control the force of thrusting forward, so she thrust the pole directly into the distance that had previously taken her several minutes to test and touch.

“Well–“

Dan Heng tensed his toes.

The traveler found that although the long pole could still be extended and retracted back and forth after entering, it was stuck at a fulcrum as if it had passed through a small hole and could no longer move horizontally left or right or up or down.

The girl remembered what it was. If she guessed correctly, she should have pushed it in through the top…

As the stick moved…, that… feeling became more and more intense, and an inexplicable desire surged along with it, as if it could make people forget all their worries and only have the joy of the moment.

Every time it moves, there will be a slight pain like…on the upper and directly…but it is not serious, and it is even difficult to distinguish whether it is…or pain. One can only taste a little bit of anticipation.

Dan Heng got used to this… The… sound continued to ring intermittently for a few minutes, accompanied by the occasional…