Chapter 406: Me and the Hateful Fish
I hate eating fish.

“Xiaoyou doesn’t eat fish.”

“What?”

“She was frightened by fish before, so she is afraid…”

“…”

Just let it be.

Since the adults said so, I don’t need to resist.

If you want to live peacefully in your new home, at least you can’t talk back to your stepfather. That’s what my mother said.

As for the other person in the family, a child who might be the same age as me, or someone older than me… there is no need. I can sense that my stepfather doesn’t have much affection for him.

“Su Ming, come and eat. Oh, go to the kitchen and get a soup spoon for your aunt.”

“…”

Because, if they like each other, the father and son will not call each other by their first names, nor will they use such a cold tone.

“understood.”

“…”

He would often spy on my location.

Seems like there is hatred?
“Xiaoyou, if you don’t like fish, eat more of this. You’ll grow taller.”

“…”

My stepfather smiled and put some dried beef covered in chili peppers into my bowl.

It’s actually quite annoying. Whether it’s the chopsticks that other people have used to pick up the food, or the beef itself.

But I’m not in a position to refuse.

Never talk back, Mom said. And never bring up what she was doing in the past.

Sometimes I just feel like enough is enough.

It would be better if, as she said, she thought I was a burden…she could just throw me away.

In this way, I don’t have to please the middle-aged man who is actually trying to please my mother even though he is picking food for me.

–

new home.

I gradually got used to it.

The bedroom he was living in was originally his stepfather’s child.

I realized that the owner of this place was my stepfather, so there was no need to please him, and there was probably no possibility of our relationship getting better… so I just ignored his existence.

go to school.

I have a stable academic record and can communicate with my classmates normally. In the eyes of others, I seem to have good relationships with others.

school.

At home, as long as you obey your mother and stepfather’s teachings and please them, and be obedient and responsive, there is nothing to pay attention to.

“Hey.”

What did he think?
do not know.

Sometimes I feel sorry for him, being kicked out of the master bedroom and sleeping in a room that was originally a storage room.

“I came to get something I forgot to take away before.”

“…”

But I look down on him.

He knew that his situation in this family was very pitiful, but he couldn’t take any action. If you put yourself in his shoes, the most useful thing he could do now was to please me, who was the one who maintained the relationship between his mother and stepfather.

If he can get along well with me, then my stepfather will be more pleasing to him. And my mother’s attitude has changed with my stepfather, so it goes without saying.

Unfortunately, he doesn’t understand anything. He can only look at me with a gnashed teeth like he is now.

“Do not.”

I picked up the book and refused simply and clearly.

“This isn’t your house. It was supposed to be my room!”

“…”

He forced his way in.

Of course, knowing that both adults and children can lose their minds when angry, I gave way.

But the price is…

“Who allowed you to come into Xiaoyou’s room? Did I ever teach you something so rude? Get over here!”

“…”

He would be severely beaten by his stepfather.

And I have nothing to lose and may even be comforted.

I always feel that he is only a few years older than me, but his brain is totally inadequate. A person like this might run away from home, right?
–

He did run away from home.

“Why do you want to come back?”

“I’ve already thrown away all your stuff. If you want to sleep, go pick it up yourself.”

“…”

Unfortunately, just as I expected, it only made my stepfather more impatient.

“…”

I just returned the comic books he left under the bed. There are two reasons.

One, it’s of no use to me.

Second, although I don’t know what the point of improving my relationship with him is, I hope he can be obedient and create trouble that affects me.

“You win. I’m leaving this place when I’m an adult.”

“…”

Unfortunately, his hostility towards me has reached a peak. There is no way to take this as a gesture of goodwill.

–

The relationship between my stepfather and my mother is very stable.

I never asked my beautiful mother what she had done in the past, and she continued to please me as always.

As a time bomb, the ‘brother’ simply asked to live on campus, but after receiving a cold, icy 400 yuan per month, he seldom went home.

As for me, I decided to continue attending school at the adults’ suggestion.

miss you.

I should be able to spend my childhood smoothly in this family. As for what I will do when I grow up… I don’t know.

Maybe I will just do some ordinary job to make a living.

Maybe, he will die in an accident.

–

I hadn’t imagined it.

Less than three years after coming to my new home, I lost both my mother and stepfather.

I decided that my stepfather and mother didn’t like interacting with relatives, so I ignored them.

“She is not a member of our family at all.”

“Speaking of Xiao Ming… he is our family’s blood after all.”

“…”

I know.

There is no way that those people in plain clothes would have a good impression of me.

The conclusion is obvious.

Now, he won. He doesn’t have to leave that home when he grows up… Although I don’t intend to fight for the so-called property, it all depends on the adults’ wishes, they can give it to whoever they want.

He could have vented the anger he had been holding back for the past few years, and acted like a winner, mocking me for submitting to all these thoughts and saying that everything I thought was a joke. After all, as the book says, man proposes, God disposes.

I squatted in the yard, fiddling with the weeds…

It seems that adults call it garlic, but in my eyes it is just a fragile weed.

“What are you doing?”

“…”

鏉ヤ 钖楋纻
winner.

Unfortunately, I didn’t have any mood swings. It was the same wherever I went, using my knowledge to communicate with people and obeying adults. What was the difference between a new home and another? In the end, even if I was born by my mother, I was just a stranger who came out of her belly.

If you are willing to treat a ‘stranger’ as your daughter, then she is your daughter.

If I hate “strangers”, then I might just be an abandoned baby in the corner trash can. I might be somewhere in between, neither very liked nor very hated.

“They’re going to put you in an orphanage.”

“…”

“Why are you still playing here? Aren’t you scared?”

Did it disappoint him?

Well, just put on a pitiful expression and go along with it. That’s how the world is anyway.

“Damn it! What bloodline… before considering the issue of bloodline, shouldn’t we first think about it as a human being?!”

“Hey! Why don’t you just come with me… No, I don’t want to live with my relatives either. Can we survive?”

“…”

What on earth is he talking about?
“It’s settled! I’ll do it!”

“…”

I turned around and could only see his back as he rushed into the house and stood in front of the adults.

He seemed to muster up the courage to say something.

Facing their surprised looks, he repeated it again.

–

Back home again.

But this time, there was no stepfather who needed me to respond to or please, nor was there any secret guidance from my mother.

“What’s that expression on your face?”

“…”

Do I have expression?
Maybe. Look at the idiot’s expression.

“Don’t worry, we have everything at home, how can we not survive?”

“…”

Can’t survive.

There are many things that only adults can do.

–

I am not good at enduring hardship.

If the food he cooked wasn’t tasty, I would just throw up. The reason was simple: I just had to obey the adults and go to the orphanage.

I can still grow up and I don’t have to suffer here.

Unfortunately, if I were to call and complain, those relatives might hate me even more.

And a little tired.

I felt miserable not having to respond to adults’ requests or even knowing why I should form relationships with others at school.

and so.

Why do you want to take me with you?
Even if you don’t want to go to another home, just stay here. Without me, maybe you still have a chance to survive.

but.

Is there any other choice?
For example, if I told him directly that I wanted to go to an orphanage, he would probably give up. But I didn’t say it out loud.

–

This person is very strange.

No matter how ignorant I was, refusing to eat his food and making a mess in the bathroom, it was useless.

“aunt.”

“Of course I can. As long as I work hard enough.”

“…”

Gradually, I glimpsed a very strange emotion in his eyes.

It’s like, abandoning everything up to now. Treat me as some kind of new beginning.

I’m very afraid of this kind of thing.

Once a person is affected by the emotional fluctuations of adults or children, he or she will become a character like the mother who is unable to think calmly.

–

This home.

The family was already on the verge of collapse. His parents were in debt, and he had no income at a young age.

Even the teacher tried to persuade them after learning about the situation.

“I want to go to the orphanage.”

It was in this situation that I spoke out.

“…”

“Really? Sorry.”

What kind of expression is that?
Not disappointed.

It’s not hatred either.

Blame yourself?

“Can I, can I wait a moment? I’ll call my aunt later.”

“…”

I knew he was on the verge of collapse. His eyes were red.

For him, there was no way to go on.

–

Why?

I would tear off the job advertisements I saw on my way home from school. Of course, I knew very well that they were for adults, not children.

I just wanted to leave it at home and see his expression and actions when he saw it.

“My aunt said she’ll need to contact the welfare home again soon, but it’ll take at least 15 days. Sorry.”

“…”

After saying this, he slipped out the door mysteriously.

When it was dinner time, he came back covered in dust and looked very depressed.

Maybe, it failed?
–

I think he would be completely discouraged after one of his failures.

but.

“Do you really want to go to the orphanage?”

“That kind of place is very scary. Anyone will bully you… Besides, I heard that you only get one meal a day. You have to fight for it.”

“…”

Nonsense.

“Well, anyway, my aunt said she couldn’t get in touch with him. The situation isn’t that dangerous right now.”

“…”

I didn’t contact him at all.

But why don’t I expose it?
–

I was terrified.

I never had this feeling before. It was like he was only living for me.

Become completely different from your peers.

I have no idea how he managed to get into an adult job and get paid, nor do I understand how he managed to survive.

No.

I just plain hate this way of thinking.

Whatever the opportunity, use me as a reason to work hard… respond strongly to someone’s will. It’s scary.

In this case, as soon as I say I want to leave, I will immediately collapse.

A person as fragile as a weed.

But in other words, if there were two people in the world who only responded to each other’s will, would they become the most powerful people?

Why do you have this idea?
“Fried chicken and Coke. Delicious, right?”

“…”

Seeing the fast food in front of me, it was something I could have as long as I was obedient.

Now, I didn’t do anything and didn’t think about how to deal with adults, and it happened.

“Unappetizing.”

“Are you kidding me? You ate it all even though it didn’t taste good?”

“…”

“Just wait. From now on, there will be one every day… well, every week.”

“…”

I don’t seem to hate suffering that much.

Things that were once readily available seem to have become delicious.

–

later.

I never mentioned my desire to go to the orphanage again. It was a one-sided enjoyment, a will that only responded to me.

I always feel like I should do something.

But I am not good at doing the job he can do, and I don’t know how to express my emotions…or rather, I don’t know what kind of emotions I feel right now.

I just felt very comfortable. The feeling of staying here was much better than going to any other home or welfare home I had expected. Even though the food was very bad, the living conditions were very bad… I even started to have unstable interpersonal relationships because I hadn’t changed into new clothes for a long time.

However, I no longer need to please adults, nor do I need to maintain interpersonal relationships.

–

“Listen, I can be laughed at. But you can’t.”

“If I can’t even do this, I might as well send you to an orphanage.”

“…”

I think that since we live together, it is natural that he lives a bad life and I live a bad life as well.

But he didn’t think so.

There will be fewer things in my house, and they will become my new clothes and new stationery.

What does it feel like?

–

“Brother Su Ming~”

“…”

I saw little girls about my age often hanging around him and even taking them home.

I suddenly understood.

At that time, the feeling he had when he saw me for the first time was that something was taken away from him.

Ok.

I never called him brother, not even once. Because I don’t think that’s necessary, it’s just a simple response to each other’s will.

Should have known that.

Once I responded to his pattern of thinking, I would be disturbed by my emotions and make incorrect choices.

“Brother Su Ming, does Sister Xiaoyou dislike me? I’m sorry…”

“I, I’ll go back first…”

“…”

I hid in my room and refused to go out or eat.

Yes.

If you had thought clearly from the beginning that you would be betrayed like this, you might as well go directly to an orphanage.

People in the world. It is enough to respond to only one person.

If maternal love only exists for the only child, there would not be jealousy, running away from home, and the discord between him and me at the beginning.

If there is only one stranger classmate in the school, there will be no comparison, no cliques, and no need for unnecessary interpersonal communication.

If a man and a woman can only be with one person in their lifetime, there will be no divorce or quarrels.

The same goes for brothers and sisters. If there is a younger sister, they are no longer brothers and sisters.

–

The result is ridiculous.

The little girl, who was about my age, soon betrayed her brother due to external factors.

Surrounded by many people and framed.

I wanted to stand in front of him with the attitude of a winner and say… take a good look, think carefully, and decide whether to respond to the unnecessary will?
“…”

But I can’t do it.

Seeing that painful expression, my cheeks almost twisted into a ball.

After returning home, he curled up on the sofa exhausted. He had a low-grade fever that night…there was no way he could do it.

I was terrified.

It was more frightening than finding out that my stepfather and mom had been in an accident.

“Brother, don’t die.”

“What are you talking about? It’s just a cold. Wait, I’ll go boil some water… and cook some noodles. The shredded pork left over from lunch in the refrigerator can be used as seasoning.”

“…I’ll do it.”

“Do you know?”

“meeting.”

“…”

When I followed the process I had seen him do and brought him the noodles, which I hadn’t commented on very well, I saw him sobbing in the darkness with my own eyes.

Only then did I completely understand.

Not everyone is as weird as me. Not everyone is influenced by others.

Ok.

But so what?
I am the only one here.

Now I am the only one, but I won’t be in the future.

Why did I have such a strange thought? I can’t explain it.

Anyway, I feel that… it doesn’t matter how many people’s wills I want to respond to, or to what extent. But, I only need to respond to the will of one person.

–

When I was in high school, a lot of things happened that made me uncomfortable.

such as.

Like a few years ago, he would stretch out his hand and ask his brother to hand him clothes, but he refused.

“How old are you? Can you get ready before the bath?”

“Then I’ll come out and get it.”

“?”

“…”

“Su You, can you please pay attention to the differences between men and women?”

“Brother, will you be mean to me?”

“Ah, why are you just…”

“…”

I don’t care at all.

I don’t think of you as a man, nor do I think of myself as a woman. We are just… special beings in this world whose wills respond to each other.

Another example.

I felt the bed was very cold, so I turned on the air conditioner and invited my brother to sleep over.

“Sleep with your sister! You are a high school student now! Not an elementary school student!”

“If bro catches a cold, it will cost a lot of money.”

“I have an electric blanket.”

“…”

It’s no longer so easy to trick me into coming over to sleep with you.

“I can not sleep.”

“Then you will be more diligent in class after a few days of insomnia. You can play games by yourself.” “…”

If possible, I want to play the music very loudly so that he can’t sleep. Please understand my dissatisfaction.

But he has a lot of work.

Very hard work.

Although I wanted to go, he wouldn’t let me… And, from a gender perspective, the world is not so fair to women, at least in terms of physical labor. Relatively speaking, men are more likely to become beasts of burden.

All I can do is maintain the hygiene of the house, the activities in the kitchen, and my studies.

The idea is simple, as long as you have excellent grades, you will be qualified to go to Xinlu… It will also allow me to live an easy life even without a high level of education.

“Brother, did you tell my classmates to look out for me? They said I’m not good at socializing.”

“……no?”

“…”

Did it but dare not admit it.

But maybe I am not good at socializing. That is, the kind of socializing that requires responding to other people’s will.

–

Another flash.

I have graduated from college.

Some side effects only emerge at this age. For example… from simply not being able to hand over clothes or sleep together, to rarely contacting each other.

My brother has his job.

And I also have to be busy with a lot of studies and internship work.

My brother is a piece of gold that is hard to be discovered. This makes me feel both irritated and relieved.

What annoys me is, why can’t I be happy?
The reassuring thing is that no matter how distant our relationship becomes, it will never become like that of others.

–

I’ve mispoken.

At least half of it is wrong.

It is indeed difficult for people to discover that I am gold, but someone other than me has discovered it in advance.

Jiang Mengying.

The flies came around again after many years.

“Brother, do you want to go back to your old love?”

“Don’t eat.”

But it’s a pity.

Maybe half of it was just plain dislike, but the other half was because I was also affected by her. So, I was not accepted.

–

The annual blind date.

All ended in failure.

I also tried to find a suitable person and introduce him to me, but the result was the same.

The educational level is too low.

The deposit is too small.

He doesn’t have a household registration in a first-tier city, he doesn’t own a property, his car is a second-hand car, and he doesn’t look handsome.

I’ve made assumptions before.

If no one finds me to be gold, that’s fine.

“Brother, I want to finish my internship and come to Dong City to find a job.”

“What? Isn’t the internship place pretty good? And they said I can be transferred to a manager right after the internship is over. The salary is also good.”

“I want to come back.”

“…”

But I can’t say it directly.

I think if my brother continues like this, he will have a miserable future. Instead of this, he might as well go back to the beginning and be with me.

People don’t need to get married to die.

I have no expectations of finding a significant other, but rather I have great expectations of returning to my old ways.

–

But why is that?

No matter how hard my brother’s life was, I knew he was still unwilling to agree to my request.

But on the other hand, I have agreed to many of my brother’s requests that made me unhappy.

For example, going on a blind date.

Just going through the motions.

Did I do anything wrong?
I wasn’t cold in the first place, and I was able to sit across the table from my brother only because of his request… He was criticized for leaving right after saying hello, which made the other person very unhappy.

So what?

They are irrelevant to each other, so why should you care about their mood?

–

I insist on giving a small gift once a week, a slightly more expensive gift once a month, and a carefully selected gift at the end of each year.

Is this also wrong?
This is just the model that my brother had for me. Eat fried chicken once a week, or whatever I want to eat. Eat at a slightly more expensive restaurant or buy nice clothes once a month, and give carefully prepared gifts at the end of each year.

They didn’t consider me a relative before because of blood relationship, and said that if I continued like this, I would not be able to find the right person.

I don’t care.

But my brother said so too.

“You’re grown up. It’s time to live your own life.”

“…”

Why on earth?
I don’t think there’s a problem.

I just wanted to be around you and be a spiritual support during the period when I couldn’t do much.

Now that I know that my brother is not doing well, even if I can’t be by his side, why don’t I do these things now that I have the ability? There is no other will in the world that I need to respond to. If I don’t pay attention to these, what should I pay attention to?
“Anyway, they are spreading rumors about our relationship…”

they?

What are they?
“It’s their business how they want to interpret it. I don’t care.”

“You don’t care, but others do.”

“Why should I care about others? Should I treat my brother as a stranger just because of other people’s opinions?”

“It’s not that I’m a stranger, it’s just…”

“They are right. The only person I care about and like in this world is you.”

“…”

I confess sincerely.

Because this is a fact that I am proud of. Different from superficial love and family affection, this is a kind of… symbiotic survival mode.

The reason why I can do everything, apart from my talent, is because of this.

“…”

The person on the other end of the line took a deep breath.

“Su You, listen to me first… We really can’t do this. We…”

Why has Brother Lian become so superficial?

You could have mustered up the courage to say in front of everyone else that you wanted to coexist with me.

But that was how it was in the beginning, wasn’t it?

My brother is just an ordinary person, he doesn’t have the same awareness as me. He is not completely unaffected by the will of others… I unilaterally decided to respond to his will. So it’s normal that he can’t understand.

“No need to get married, no need to have any extraneous relationships, just living together as before. Is that not possible?”

“……no.”

“I haven’t thought about that. I just think… if my brother can’t be discovered by the right person in the end, then I will be the only one left.”

“It’s because of your thinking that this won’t work.”

“…”

I tried to explain it clearly.

But it became more and more chaotic. The answers I got became more and more severe and firm.

why?

I didn’t think of doing anything against worldly ethics, I just wanted to maintain the relationship with my family. It’s normal for family members to help because outsiders are unreliable.

–

My brother told me to listen to what my family says.

Cherish your future.

Seize the bright future.

I listened.

After all, if he didn’t listen…he wouldn’t even answer my calls.

“Really? Then there should be hope for another promotion by the end of the year, right?”

“…”

I seemed to have gone back even further.

However, I used to obey adults, but now I obey my brother.

As for blind dates.

I really can’t muster up the interest. As long as I’m not so ‘abnormal’ anymore, my brother won’t urge me.

But what is the meaning of life?

I used to think that my brother was the only special person. I didn’t need to obey anyone, nor did I simply respond to his will… I should say that I wanted to respond.

It’s changed now.

These are all things I don’t want to respond to.

jobs.

Promotion.

future.

the company.

……

After holding it in for a long time, I finally asked.

“Brother, how are you doing now?”

“Me? I’m fine.”

“I’m not doing well.”

“Have you been wronged at work? In the workplace…”

I heard a lot of chatter on the phone from someone thousands of miles away.

For some reason, I couldn’t stop crying.

“Brother, I want to come back. To live with you.”

“You’re talking about this again? I’ve already told you that you’re not a child anymore.”

“…”

Rejected again.

“Do we have to be lovers to live together? I can’t…? Not lovers, but also family members?”

“Of course it’s family. It’s just that you’re not a child anymore, you should have your own life. I can’t be a stumbling block, right?”

“…”

Why is it a stumbling block?
I don’t understand.

Looking at the bright and bustling night scene outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

The sound from the microphone faded away.

I really hate eating fish.

The adults said she didn’t like it…so she didn’t like it.

I only had one chance to respond to someone’s will, and I held on to it as a lifeline, thinking that I would never be betrayed. That it would never change.

At that time, I thought…

It would be horrible. Once the will to respond is gone, that person would collapse.

“Let’s not talk about it for now. I have to go to work tomorrow.”

“I’ll come and play with you at the end of the year. Let’s see what the Magic City is like.”

“…”

That was supposed to be a wonderful expectation. But now it has become a boring future. It will be the same as on the phone anyway. It is nothing.

“Buzz.”

The phone was vibrating again.

There is no meaning or reason to obey at all.

Shut down.

Slightly, a little breathless.

“…”

Something suddenly occurred to me.

No matter how I change, one thing will never change… As long as he knows I’m in big trouble, he will come right away.

I want to go back.

After experiencing ups and downs, people will no longer care about the secular world. Just like my brother took me back.

I am mildly allergic to alcohol.

If you drink more than two beers, you will go into shock.

I wrote my ‘last words’.

[I fully understand what the secular world should do]

[But I don’t want to, and I don’t need to]

【Want to go back】

[What I need is to see…my brother be happy]

[Or, even if you can’t get it anymore, I’m still here]

Why should I care?

[I want to go back. We don’t have to live together, just neighbors, or in the same city. As long as I can see you.]

Why don’t you need me?

【…】

–

“Stop, stop.”

“vomit.”

I put my hand into the maid’s mouth and she retched instantly. The memory scene was interrupted.

This ancient god is so disgusting. How could he bring out such embarrassing things for everyone to see.

It makes me feel shy.

“…”

Everyone was staring at me.

so……

That was the beginning, and that’s where I made a big mistake.

“Can someone really get himself sent away just because he wanted to create a problem?”

My brother stroked his chin and stared at me.

“Brother, people won’t die if they don’t talk.”

What should I do?
I was so sad at that time that I didn’t expect the alcohol concentration in those two bottles of wine to be a few degrees higher than normal. It may also be due to other reasons, and I really went into shock and died.

“Mr. Su Ming, why don’t you want your sister to come back? She doesn’t have any strange thoughts… She just wants to come back.”

“…”

“Yes, Master, you are going too far!”

“…”

My brother is still looking at me.

Ok.

I confessed. I threatened the ancient god who became a maid with my eyes just now, not to put out things that shouldn’t be put out. Some of the words said in a hurry are not suitable for Sister An and others to see.

“Okay, I was a little confused before… I’m sorry.”

“?”

Suddenly he put his hand on my head.

“…”

Maid, the ancient god was secretly giving me a flattering look.

The last words no longer matter.

Now, I still don’t care what others think. My brother has also found happiness, so he doesn’t need to worry that I will become weird.

“Yes, I’m sorry.”

“That’s great! I’ll cook tonight and we’ll have dinner together.”

“Master’s wife, I’m here to help too!”

“…Xiao Nuo, you screamed like that, and I felt a little creepy?”

“…”

As I finished speaking, my sister-in-law and the others, who had been silent just now, became active.

But I have one more thing to say.

“As compensation, bro, sleep with me tonight. I want to relive the old times.”

“…”

They were all silent.

“No! How can this be possible! Xiaoyou, you…”

“…”

Look, if I go astray a little, everyone will be on guard against me.

“Just kidding, I’m not a child. I just want to sleep next to Sister An. I heard it’s a new floating bed, I want to try it out, is that okay?”

“!”

“That won’t work either!”

“?”

“Yao, why is this not possible?”

“It just won’t work! Let’s try it next time, next time!”

“No, are you thinking so dirty? This is my sister, not yours.”

“…”

“Brother-in-law, is it possible that I am right here? Am I dirty?”

“…”

But what exactly am I thinking?
It’s been so long. Who knows?

Anyway, this time, I don’t plan to respond to anyone’s will, only my own will. People still have to live for themselves occasionally.

–

There was only one guy I couldn’t hide from.

The little guy next to my brother.

“…Xiaoye, I can’t help you.”

“No, no one knows him better than me.”

“…I can’t help it. I’m jealous. But knowing the best doesn’t mean anything.”

“I know. I don’t necessarily want anything, I’m just trying to respond to my own will. That sounds interesting. This is the first time in my life that I’m directing and acting in an action myself.”

“You, have directed it.”

“?”

I was stunned for a moment before I realized she wasn’t kidding. “Oh, you mean being the will of the game? That doesn’t count. That’s what a normal brother complex can do.”

“…”

“Excuse me, where do most of your concepts about brother control come from?”

“?”

Is there a source for this thing?
Aren’t all the scenes on TV about people dying each other?

“Got it. Good luck.”

“…”

Ok.

Among my sisters-in-law, apart from Sister An, she is the most pleasing one.

“Sister.”

“…”

My ankle sprained as she heard my voice in a slightly childish voice.

That’s too much.

Once you start responding to the wills of more than one person from all directions, will your mood swings be so easy to have?
It is hard to imagine how people in this world can live in peace in an environment full of wills that need responses.

but.

There’s nothing to be afraid of.

I continued walking.

I just had a bite of fish and I still hate fish. But this time it was because my brother fried the fish himself, which was not to my taste and was fried for my pregnant wife. So I hate it.

The sunlight outside the villa is very dazzling.

But even if my back is turned, I can always turn back. I won’t be rejected.

“Master You!”

“…”

The maid Agu ran to me in a hurry.

“I have a plan! If you’re too embarrassed to tell me, I can, I… Ugh!”

“…”

I put my finger in her mouth again.

“Don’t ask about adults’ affairs.”

“babble?!”

“…”

Really.

Suddenly I came across this memory. If it were intact, it would be hard not to be misunderstood, right?
It really took a long time.

As an adult, how could such a thing need to be passed on?
Ok.

Now I am a grown-up, right? I have my own opinions. No one, not even my brother, can interfere with my will.

“Master You, I have a secret recipe for impotence that has been passed down within Master An’s group. Please help me… I don’t want to work in a sweatshop, wuwuwu… The master’s punishment is too horrible! I work 14 hours a day, 25 yuan an hour, the agent takes 5 yuan, and after paying the insurance and deducting the master’s rent and living expenses, I still owe several thousand yuan, and I don’t even have a day off wuwuwuwu… Please!”

“…”

Will, perhaps, wavered a little?

Speaking of which.

She was once an ancient god who could let me make a wish to obtain the most basic “time” ability to save me. Why is she in such a miserable state now? I remember that I just let her be self-reliant. It seems that I said it was too troublesome and I didn’t want her to live at home.

“I have to eat eight meals a day! Wuwuwu… I only know math problems and can’t get into the university that the master mentioned! I have no academic qualifications. I still owe the master a total of 5909w8 in tuition, living expenses, and enemy fees… Even if I take national holidays to work as a maid to pay off the debt, I will never be able to pay it off in this lifetime! I just want to have a full meal now… Wuwuwu.”

“…”

Ok.

This is what a glutton is like.

“Remember to send it to me.”

“Eh?”

“Then you have a bright future.”

“Eh?! Master Yuu?!”

“…”

Don’t get me wrong.

I have no sympathy. This is just a theoretical trick of plotting a cow and a horse – drawing a pie in the sky. One pie in the sky can be exchanged for a secret technique that can slightly shake my will. It’s a good deal.

(End of this chapter)