Chapter 5853 (five thousand eight hundred and fifty-three) Mixed

The brown-handed man said, “I was thinking about this, but I felt that I was thinking too much.”

The Gray Hands said, “How can it be more? Isn’t it normal to think about this?”

“Now I’m thinking, would it be a little better if I knew?” asked the brown-handed man.

“You change your statement so quickly,” said the Gray Hand Man.

The brown-handed man said, “I was just thinking of another possibility.”

“How can we make it a little better?” asked the Gray Hand Man.

“If after I leave this world, I knew about the sweet things I tasted before I became an immortal, would I feel a little grateful at some point?” said the brown-handed man.

“Temporary?” asked the Gray Hand Man.

“It must be temporary,” said the brown-handed man, “but temporary, isn’t it better than not knowing it at all?”

The Gray Hand said, “It depends on the person.”

The Brown Hand said, “Don’t you think you would feel better than if you hadn’t known at all?”

The Gray Hand Man said, “I don’t think so at the moment, but who knows what I will think if that happens?”

The brown-handed man said, “That is to say, you also agree with what I said that there are multiple possibilities?”

“I can’t say for sure, right?” asked the Gray Hand Man.

“Is this the reason?” said the man with brown hands.

“Not entirely.” Gray Hand said, “The possibility you mentioned is possible, right?”

“You speak so hesitantly,” said the Brown-Handed Man.

The Gray Hands Man said again: “I can’t be too sure, can I?”

“It’s because we can’t say it absolutely.” said the man with brown hands.

“I thought of something else,” said the Gray Hand. “What?” asked the Brown Hand. “Does it have anything to do with what you just said?”

“Yes.” The Gray Hand Man said, “I just said that I really want to know what happened before I became a Buddha. Did I also taste something sweet at that time? Then I thought about what happened after I became a Buddha.”

“After transformation, you have never tasted anything sweet until today, right?” said the brown-handed man, “Or, in your memory, you didn’t have any impression of sweetness in the true sense during that period?”

Gray Hand Man said: “But I thought about this kind of environment.”

The brown-handed man asked, “Is it the part where we were laughing and teasing each other in this environment?”

Gray Hand Man said, “Yes, during this time when I was talking so much nonsense.”

“I was happily talking nonsense while listening to you talking.” The brown-handed man said, “Do you think you can remember it when ‘that time’ comes?”

The brown-handed man said, “Yes.”

The Gray Hand Man said, “If so many of them are illusions, can you still remember them?”

The brown-handed man said, “You are thinking that even at ‘that time’, you can still remember the sweetness before the transformation, but it is hard to say whether you can remember the sweetness of our special environment after the transformation?”

The Gray Hand said, “Yes.”

The brown-handed man said, “Whether you can remember it or not, it should be good, right?”

The Gray Hand asked, “Why do you think so?”

The brown-handed man said, “After all, during this period of time, the sweetness between you and me is mixed with uncertainty about the future. I am like this, are you?”

“I feel the same way,” said the Gray Hand Man.

The brown-handed man continued, “If you think of the sweetness of this time again at that time, will it remind you of all the uncertainty in your heart about the future?”

The Gray Hand Man asked, “Can you remove the inner uncertainty about the future and leave only the sweetness?”

The brown-handed man said, “We can only guess.”

(End of this chapter)