I’m a fox girl, I took over the job of the Night Demon Queen

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“…Have you become interested in the human world?”

Lilith blinked when she heard that. For the first time, she had someone to communicate with. The encounter with her seemed to have changed Jiang Lan. As a prison guard, he began to yearn for the sky outside the prison?

“No, it is my duty to guard the gate connecting the sanctuary and the human world, but since it is such a good place, a land that Lilith has been looking forward to no matter what, I want you to enjoy it all, Lilith.”

……

Looking at the scene in front of her, Lilith showed a gentle expression and sighed softly in her heart.

She must not have noticed that tears were oozing from the corners of her eyes while she was speaking.

The sun rises and the moon sets, guarding the door alone.

Summer goes and spring comes, and I am alone guarding the gate.

Things have changed and time has passed, and I am left alone to guard the door.

Obviously he was so lonely, obviously he was so reluctant to let her go, but when he thought that the human world was a place countless times better than the sanctuary, he still chose to push her out even though he was reluctant in his heart.

What has not changed in any era is the love that one is willing to give to others.

Ask yourself, if Lilith were in Jiang Lan’s shoes, she would fight desperately, even by force, to keep the person who could help her alleviate her loneliness.

Isn’t she too selfish?

I kind of want to change.

Gently wiping away the crystals from the corners of Jiang Lan’s eyes, Lilith looked thoughtfully in the direction of Philomena and the others.

Should we consider helping them?

#I thought about it for a long time and didn’t know what to type in the #number, so I typed these#

ps: Regarding the setting of the divine prison, a book friend mentioned it in a thread before. In order to prevent you from thinking that you have guessed my setting, I think I need to explain it.

Actually, it wasn’t originally a prison setting, I was just trying to fool people with it, but now it’s written like this…

It’s not that you guessed my setting, but that I copied your setting!

Didn’t expect it, jojo! This is my plagiarism route~~~

321. Beyond Time

The holy land is empty and lonely, with heavy snow and icy rivers, the world is like a dead place, but if I can live with Jiang Lan, these are all things that can be endured, or rather, enjoyed.

Her life was bright enough with only Jiang Lan’s existence in it. That was good enough. It would be good enough if she could have Jiang Lan all her life without leaving him.

That’s what Lilith thought until recently.

Suddenly I changed my mind.

The little fox loli in my arms was sleeping soundly. Although I knew she was not cold, I still tucked her into my coat. At this moment, my shallow breath was hitting the skin on her neck, which was itchy, very comfortable and cozy.

It should have been a quiet and peaceful time, but as I was looking at the starry sky alone, my mind was filled with confusion.

She could see all kinds of things from the future clearly, and she also grasped the thread of Philomena holding the godhead. All the chaotic things in the past gradually became clear, and Lilith’s mentality was also changing slightly in the clarity.

Lilith always feels that the grace of giving birth and raising is more important, and companionship is the long-lasting love, which is why she is obsessed with the fox.

She always thought that Philomena, her biological mother, had only given birth to them and then tied Jiang Lan to the chariot to raise her daughters, and had done nothing else. She thought that she had not fulfilled her duties as a mother and there was nothing worth being grateful for.

So when she returned to the past and met Philomena, her biological mother, in the sanctuary, she did not have any other feelings. She just treated her as a stranger. She was even jealous because Jiang Lan was in love with her, and her words were full of alienation. After all, Philomena had not done anything for her, so she would not have any burden.

But suddenly I found out that I was wrong.

The signs had been appearing a long time ago, but I had always believed that Jiang Lan was right and that Philomena was dead, so I had never thought in that direction.

She is an expert in dark magic. She has seen the ultimate form of light (Lise). She holds a dark source stone and half of the godhead in her hands. She was so excited when she first met her. She knew she was a succubus but still taught her carefully. She always looked at her with loving eyes when they were together. She was unusually familiar with the demon general Gaskel. She let her steal the source stone and never pursued the matter. She prepared defense arrays and time-space arrays in advance as if she knew the demon king would come…

[If I die, this half of the godhead will immediately return to Liz]

Philomena’s casual words woke Lilith up.

In the later life, Liz had already returned to heaven, and Gwendolyn and Azi, who could hear the gods, were witnesses to this. Then her teacher Ursula…

Ursula can only be Philomena, the mother.

He was actually guarding them silently from such a close distance. It was really fitting for her to be a succubus who resisted her instincts. He was an odd guy.

But at the same time, I am loved, and I am loved by my biological mother.

Something touched a soft spot deep in my heart.

Ah, even a poker-faced Lilith has her weaknesses and soft spots. It’s just that she’s cold and taciturn and not good at expressing herself, and doesn’t want to express herself, which makes people feel cold.

The thing that Jiang Lan was most proud of and happiest about in his life was that he raised three gentle, kind daughters who could walk on the right path.

After all, even if she is a “lowly” daughter who covets and lusts for a fox’s body, she is still Jiang Lan’s daughter.

Kindness must be returned, hatred must be avenged; Jiang Lan taught her this truth.

Lilith wanted to repay Philomena for the care and love she had given her.

Lixia’s figure appeared before my eyes.

Lilith learned from Alice that she could see the future, and she was quite dissatisfied with Alice’s behavior of not changing even though she knew the future.

But now I understand a little bit.

Just seeing something doesn’t mean you can change it; seeing something is itself part of history.

Everything we do is history. In the vast universe, individuals are just tiny specks of sand, which will eventually flow along with the tide and turn into waves.

She is now part of history.

Jiang Lan looked so innocent and naive at the moment, and he had extraordinary trust in her, so he asked her, “Are you interested in the human world?” In this way, she already knew the way out.

That was something only she, who was completely trusted by Jiang Lan, could do.

Lilith laughed out loud.

This was the meaning of her going back to the past, liberating Liz and Philomena, bringing Jiang Lan to the netherworld, meeting many, many people, experiencing many, many things, being involved in the war between humans and demons, and then witnessing the birth of the three sisters, meeting Meili, and then being brought into the Red Leaf Territory by Jiang Lan to be raised…

The intersection of the darkest source stone and the brightest godhead distorted time and space. The huge power distorted the rules of the world. Time, which should have flowed in a straight line, twisted into a loop, and she was the singularity where the lines intersected.

She, Lilith, is part of both the future and the past. While she has a place in the future, the past exists because of her.

If I hadn’t died unexpectedly, I would have been pushed back to the normal timeline the moment I was born.

The confusion in her mind was completely sorted out. Lilith clenched her hands and held the air in her palms.

Now, the future of the world is in her hands.

Choosing to leave is normal history, returning step by step to her timeline. Choosing to stay is another way, and staying with Jiang Lan until the end of time.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the ball in his arms with tenderness. The little fox girl who was all in his arms was indeed a very tempting option.

But, it’s too selfish.

It denied the future in which Philomena and Liz could realize their wishes, denied the birth of Mona and Ayako, denied Jiang Lan’s encounter with everyone else, and denied the bonds that they formed with others.

Moreover, she denied everything she had experienced, including the intimacy between her and Jiang Lan, her jealousy of her preference for Meili and Winnie, and all the sour thoughts of a young girl in order to gain favor…

Denying all of this, you get a completely different Jiang Lan at this moment, who has no personality, no thoughts, no cleverness, and no cuteness. She only looks like an empty shell.

The little guy in her arms suddenly didn’t smell good anymore.

Sure enough, what she liked was not Jiang Lan herself, but the stupid adoptive mother Jiang Lan.

The palm of the hand was clenched empty, and it was only holding the air. No, it should be that it was not holding anything.

These are all you get if you choose the second path.

Sure enough, she still has to follow history and become a part of history.

She is not a selfish child. Not only her own happiness, but also the happiness of others is a precious thing worth guarding.

and……

She couldn’t help but kiss Jiang Lan’s smooth forehead, making her hum softly. Lilith’s eyes were like water, and her brows became more gentle.

I want you to see it too, so that you who are lonely, desolate, and alone can see it.

That colorful world.

#Born with knowledge, she is the smartest, but that intelligence has trapped her in the same place. She has not grown at all since she was a child. She only knows how to pick up but not how to put down. It is time for her to grow up. #

ps: The collision of Originium and Godhead triggered a miracle. Lilith was independent of the long river of time and had the ability to change the timeline. I hope this setting is explained clearly in the text. If it is not explained clearly, I hope you can understand it with the help of this sentence~ (What a ridiculous setting 233333)

Good night and sweet dreams~

322. Lilith’s Big Liar

A new day begins with a loud explosion in the sky.

She fell asleep without knowing when, and Jiang Lan slipped out of his arms without waking her up, although he originally wanted her to sleep a little longer.

But, “There’s no way I can get more sleep like this. I’m sorry to bother you.”

Philomena sighed and appeared beside her, handing her warm fish soup. Although Lilith didn’t feel cold because of the magic costume she provided, she still felt a little warmer after taking the fish soup.

“It doesn’t matter. I was just lazy in bed.”

Although she was the one who served as Jiang Lan’s bed, she hoped Jiang Lan could be a little lazy if possible.

“She always wants to try it again.”

Glancing at the horizon, a white figure with full power was rushing towards the giant fox. The aftermath of the energy explosion several miles away still needed Philomena’s help to block it so as not to cause any harm to her.

Continuously fighting with Jiang Lan, Liz tried to find a hint of her weakness.

The battle situation was very clear. In terms of physical combat, Jiang Lan was perfect. No matter how hard she attacked, all Liz could do was to be knocked away again and again.

It was fortunate for them that Jiang Lan would not kill them, otherwise there would have been no intact body.

I won’t ask Philomena why you don’t try such stupid things.

Not only Philomena, but Lilith also frowned.

Jiang Lan would not lie, and what she said was what it meant, so this was definitely not a beneficial attempt.

“Did Jiang Lan eat?”

Lilith asked abruptly.