I loaded the dream game
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“…”
As far as common sense is concerned, these two words shouldn’t be put together at this level, right?
Xia Zhi complained in his heart.
“I already understand my feelings for you…”
Without paying attention to the boy’s reaction, Rokuko continued to speak softly.
“Sister Hinata once told me that family affection is the sublimation of love…but I feel that, at least for me, it is not the case.”
“Normal lovers first have love, and then slowly develop into family affection… But I am completely the opposite. I became Xia Zhi’s family first.”
“I haven’t admitted this, have I?”
Xia Zhi couldn’t help but complain.
…as for the identity of “daughter”.
“But Xia Zhi said he wanted to be my family, right?” the girl asked, tilting her head slightly.
That is indeed true…
Xia Zhi nodded, then seemed to think of something and froze for a moment.
“It develops from family affection…but it is more than family affection. It is both the sublimation of love and another form of love.”
Not paying attention to his daze, Rokuko looked up at the starry sky above his head and said softly:
“I am not satisfied with my family, nor am I satisfied with just a lover…”
She retracted her gaze, looked back into the boy’s eyes, and continued, “I want to be a unique existence that possesses both for Xia Zhi.”
As a “daughter”, she has a natural and inseparable affection for the boy. She wants to be a “wife”, but she has an irreparable and passionate love for the boy (Qian Qian Zhao) in her heart.
The combination of these two makes her complete, a complete being called “Hoshimiya Rokuko”.
…Of course, “sister” doesn’t matter, but I heard that Xia Zhi already has a sister, so I’m not sure if he cares about this overlap of attributes.
“…”
There is no complaint about the girl’s ethical thoughts and remarks, which may be too early for modern humans, or Xia Zhi is not thinking about them now.
Looking at the girl’s golden eyes that reflected his face, he seemed to realize something and asked uncertainly
“You are… ‘Rokuko’?”
“……Um.”
Facing his question, the girl did not deny it, but smiled and nodded slightly.
“Good evening, sir.”
She gazed into the boy’s eyes and whispered tenderly, “I’m back Tiger.”
…….
Chapter 1189: Rokuko’s Redemption
Girls in the past didn’t know what love was, nor did they know how to love someone.
There is no love at the origin of her memory
Therefore, we become anxious and worried about the sudden appearance of warmth that is as comfortable, dazzling, and elusive as a dream.
Although I am in a happy state, I often feel uneasy. I am worried that if I suddenly wake up from the dream one day, this happiness will disappear with me.
No one wants to be alone, so it’s natural to want to protect where you live.
“I’m not trying to find excuses for my behavior. I’m just thinking about why I became like this…”
Staring into the boy’s eyes, Rokuko said softly
“At that time, with the help of the master, I recovered some of my previous memories… Those memories were too messy and mixed together. It was not until later that I slowly sorted them out and remembered why I chose to seal my feelings at that time.”
Ah, I missed it once…
Rokuko thought at that time.
At this moment, she can still recall the emotions that were surging in her heart at that time.
Sadness, pain, grief, loneliness… Finally, unable to bear the pain, she chose to block all memories of her from her family. Then, in order to avoid experiencing such pain again, she closed her heart and returned to being alone.
…I did it so that I wouldn’t be alone anymore, but in the end I got the most undesirable outcome.
“If you hadn’t stopped me in time, I might have experienced that kind of pain again.”
As the girl spoke, she gently placed her hand on her chest
“So that night, I thought about it for a long time. In the end, I realized that the sick person might be me…”
If you think about it carefully, she actually had no right to love from the beginning.
She was born into this world without knowing what love is, and grew up without anyone telling her how to love, so she didn’t realize that the way she loved was distorted.
In the end, I simply took the possessiveness that every child has as a sign of love.
…That’s why Xia Zhi said at the time that she was just not used to how to love and how to be loved.
However, it is different now.
“I blocked all my memories, allowing 887 to be ‘born’ into this world again without knowing anything.”
Rokuko continued speaking softly.
If I have embarked on a distorted path because of the absence of love since the origin of my memory, then it would be very simple to correct everything… just return to the origin.
If the path you take at the beginning is wrong, then just go back to the beginning and choose the right path.
After I understand the true way to love, after I understand the correct way to be loved
Then use the new purity to correct the original distortion.
This is the path to redemption that Rokuko is looking for himself.
However, all this is based on a premise… There must be someone who has loved her since the beginning of her memory, led her, taught her, and ultimately saved her who knew nothing.
Coincidentally, there is such a person around her.
“…I believe that the master will save the new me.”
The girl spoke softly, gazing into Xia Zhi’s eyes, a soft smile appearing on her face
“Because that’s what we agreed on, wasn’t it?”
“…”
Looking at the girl’s clear golden eyes, Xia Zhi breathed a sigh of relief.
Although he didn’t like the girl’s behavior of blocking her memory, he didn’t say much at this moment, but just gently rubbed the girl’s hair.
No matter what, it is good to realize that her way of loving someone is wrong and get her redemption.
However, she said that now she is on the right path after being saved by herself…
Thinking back to the slightly different perspectives revealed in the girl’s words just now, Xia Zhi didn’t feel very confident no matter how he thought about it.
Rokuko narrowed his eyes slightly, comfortably enjoying the boy’s touch.
After a while, she opened her eyes again, looked at the boy and said apologetically:
“I’m sorry, sir, for keeping me company for so long.”
“It’s a bit willful.” Xia Zhi nodded in agreement.
Then, looking at the girl’s increasingly apologetic and depressed look, he chuckled.
“But if it’s Liu’er, it’s okay to be willful occasionally.”
Xia Zhi gently held the girl’s hand and continued, “After all, we are a family.”
“…”
Listening to the boy’s words and gazing at his face so close to him, Rokuko’s eyes flickered slightly.
After a moment, a smile appeared on her face again.
“In that case…”
Before Xia Zhi could react, the girl grabbed his hand and pulled his body towards her.
“Then let Liu’er be a little more willful…”
As she spoke, she tiptoed slightly.
Ah this…
This doesn’t fall into the category of family.
Xia Zhi thought as he felt the girl’s other hand slowly wrapping around his shoulders and the sweet softness.
However, thinking about my younger sister at home, my fiancée, my adopted daughter, and a certain lovely witch lady…
All I can say is that the Xia family has its own family ties, right?
After a long time, the girl clung to his body before separating again, her pink lips slightly opened as she gasped, her delicate and lovely cheeks blushing.
“I’m very happy. Really, really happy.”
She did not loosen her hands around the young man, but just looked at his face so close to her and said this with a slightly blushing face.
Gained his own family affection, responded to his own love, and got his own redemption
She is now the complete “Hoshimiya Rokuko”.
Unfortunately, this happiness can only be experienced for less than one night…
Rokuko shook his head
Although it is a pity, I have been willful for long enough.
To her, the experiences during this period were like a beautiful dream, so happy and beautiful that she did not want to wake up.
However, no matter how unwilling you are, the dream must end eventually.
Even if she didn’t care about herself, she couldn’t let the boy disappear with her as this time and space ended.
and so……
“Your Excellency has fulfilled your original promise.”
The girl said softly, took a deep breath, and stretched her hand towards her chest.
“Next, it’s time for Liu’er to fulfill his promise…”
However, just as she finished her words and her little hand was about to touch her chest, her wrist was firmly grasped by another hand.
“…Have you forgotten?”
Looking at the girl’s surprised eyes, Xia Zhi said softly
“We have another appointment.”
Another…promise?
Rokuko thought doubtfully, and then he saw a flash of light, and a broom-like object appeared from the void and fell into the boy’s hands.
Is that… an “angel”?
She was very familiar with this power and its existence, and immediately recognized the object in the boy’s hand. She opened her eyes slightly.
Ignoring the girl’s surprise, Xia Zhi gently clenched the “Fake Witch” in his hand.
The next moment, another dazzling light flashed, and the originally broom-shaped angel had turned into a huge key-like tin staff.
——”Pseudo-Sealing Master”
“I said I would give you enough (cdbh) time…”
Xia Zhi lowered his head, looked into her golden eyes and continued
“Whether it’s a ‘sweet dream’ or happiness…if you want, you can have it all as you wish until you are satisfied.”
So
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