So what I am grabbing now is the opportunity, the money, or? ~

If I completely deny Qin Huan, then what am I struggling for now?

Is it because he shares the same ideals as Jiang Yuncun? Or is it to realize his so-called dream?

Is this dream mine, or was it instigated by Jiang Yuncun and Mu Wan?

My heart became a mess again, and I couldn’t think of too many answers for a while. It seemed that my toughness and gentleness towards Qin Huan would inevitably lead to a bad ending.

……

Chapter 114 Everyone wants Qin Huan to die?

When I woke up the next day, Mu Wan was nowhere to be seen. My phone was placed on the bedside table to charge, using the same 5v1A charging head that was passed down from my ancestors. Time passed slowly.

My head was still a little dizzy, so I turned on my phone. The missed calls, messages, and WeChat messages were all stacked together. They were all from Qin Huan. The moment facial recognition was performed, those messages flooded the entire screen like water.

I took a casual look at him, and he scolded me and begged me at the same time, saying “Mu Mingxue, you deserve to die” and asking “please come back.”

His consciousness was hazy and he kept jumping back and forth. It was impossible for me to read all these nonsense one by one. There were hundreds of messages, and I simply wiped out the little red dots of unread messages. As long as I didn’t want to read them, the futile praises of love and reminiscing about the past on WeChat were all one-man shows. I entertained myself and moved myself in the middle of the night, and hated the person on the other side who didn’t give me hope.

After washing up, I changed my clothes and prepared to go home. Mu Wan put a glass of milk on the table. It was still warm when I held it. There was also a toast, bacon and eggs that she made herself, and she left a note.

“I have something to do and I’m leaving first. Have a good meal.”

I ate the sandwich in two or three bites and gulped down the milk. Mu Wan’s falsehood and sincerity kept flashing in my mind. I didn’t know when I ate the sugar coating and when I swallowed the bait in their plan.

But then again, is it really necessary for others to pay so much attention to an internet celebrity like me who has a little talent? They are not just sitting around doing nothing to set up a trap for someone like me?

The main reason why I am standing in the fog is that Qin Huan has been making mistakes from the beginning to the end. What others have done is in line with normal logic and even if they are capitalists, they have a rare conscience. He is the one who is abnormal, and I am the one who is making random guesses.

Without Jiang Yuncun and Mu Wan, what would I be now? No one has done anything to let you down. Mu Wan also said last night that she still likes men. In the final analysis, it was to comfort me and help me leave Qin Huan.

I can tolerate Qin Huan with all my understanding, so why do others treat me well and give me opportunities? I have to use conspiracy theories to speculate. I have a lot of money and fame in my hands, which is a future that others cannot exchange even if they try their best to seduce me. Without their resources and support, I know very well that there are a lot of people in this world who are more capable than me, and how many people are eager to take such bait.

Some people are too lazy to even put on a show. When they want a woman, they go and have sex with Xu Yan without any restraint.

But he should be desperate now, right? Last night, he cried to the heavens and the earth but no one helped him. When he was like a pool of stagnant water, would he understand my importance?

I washed the plates and cups, took a taxi home, watched the replay of yesterday’s game and then had lunch. As for Qin Huan, I gave him a little leeway. He had to keep his job at least.

I walked out of the elevator and was about to take out the key to open the door when I saw beer cans scattered all over the floor. Qin Huan was lying on the ground, motionless. There was no sunlight in the corridor, only the pale light illuminating the pile of garbage.

“Mu…Mingxue…Mu…” His throat was completely hoarse. He looked at me and stood up trembling all over. However, after drinking so many bottles of wine and allowing himself to be drunk, he was extremely drowsy and could not even get up. He looked like he was rusted, with red eyes and stubble from staying up late. His face looked like a wasteland, with desolation growing everywhere.

I’m really not angry. I really want to turn around and leave. I really didn’t expect that this idiot Qin Huan would drink and wait for me at my doorstep all night. Was he waiting for me? ?

No, he was just waiting for Godot, waiting to grasp a hope, waiting for me to forgive him and return to the original place.

Others may speak ill of him, as long as I still have a ray of light in my hand.

Drinking to forget sorrow only makes one more sorrowful. I do not despise this kind of incompetent drunkenness, but I despise Qin Huan, who has all the good moves but still ruins his own game, lying uselessly on the ground like a dog.

We have many reasons to let ourselves degenerate and lose confidence. I have no choice without Mu Mingxue. Xu Yan is just a cousin. Jiang Yuncun speaks in official language. Mu Wan mocks me for being disgusting. Jiang Fengqi is not a human being.

Is it useful to say more of these things?

Does it mean that everyone in this world has to flatter him, and others have to fawn over him and flatter his stupid actions after he becomes inflated?

Really, I really don’t want to save people like this over and over again.

otherwise??

As I looked at Qin Huan who was so weak and decadent, a trace of gloom and evil thoughts suddenly flashed across my eyes.

My mind kept popping up the actions in the previous novels. He was a burden. If I abandoned such a burden, you can’t blame me, right? If I… history is written by the victors. Who knows that Qin Huan was once Mu Mingxue?

Who would believe that he and I had swapped bodies? Who is Mu Mingxue now? Who is in charge of the ups and downs?

If I become an iron-blooded monster now, swallow up all of Qin Huan’s future in one gulp, and take all the benefits for myself, Jiang Yuncun will not only not blame me, but will also praise me. There is no need for black material. As long as Qin Huan doesn’t shoot videos, he will be just a wave. Wouldn’t it be easy for Jiang Fengqi to hide Xu Yan again?

I am not going along with the crowd, this is justice, I want to get rid of Qin Huan, a cheating scum, a drunken dog, to make him understand… I…

I felt that my whole body was filled with the excitement of completely strangling Qin Huan at this moment. Everyone wanted Qin Huan to die.

Everyone is scolding Qin Huan as a fool, and everyone hates his arrogant look, so he doesn’t deserve to be respected. Such people should be spat into the stinking ditch and stepped on twice so that they can never get up again.

But I shook my head desperately and took a deep breath.

This is equivalent to pushing my parents into a dead end, and I can’t help but give them a hand. Even if I am unwilling in my heart and I am extremely conflicted and painful, I still have to use the softest place to grind these damn gravel. If he commits suicide, others will only say that he is a waste, and soon no one will remember him. My parents will suffer for the rest of their lives, and the money they have worked so hard to save will be wasted in the end. In a small county town, if a son commits suicide for some woman, it is unclear, and rumors can really force a person into a corner. Others may express sympathy on the surface, but there is always ridicule and malice that cannot be hidden.

Because this family is not powerful and their conditions are average.

I tried hard to suppress the negative emotions that were bursting out.

I really want to kick Qin Huan to death. I hate myself for wearing flat shoes. If I wore high heels…

I didn’t say anything. I just squatted down to put the bottles into the bag, opened the door, and said expressionlessly, “Go take a shower.”

When the door that he once despised so much and left nothing behind to sing about his beautiful new life opened, the sunlight filled the room and hit his face in large chunks. In the gloomy corridor, even the hair on his face was clearly visible. He struggled to get up, laughing like a madman, and rushed into the house on both feet. Tears welled up in his red, swollen, and dry eyes again.

I picked up the garbage at the door and threw it away, then went to a nearby supermarket to buy him some clean clothes. I had nothing in my hands except for the wine. I couldn’t just sit there naked after taking a shower. I did these things mechanically and helplessly.

When I came back and saw that the clothes Qin Huan had thrown into the laundry basket were also full of the smell of alcohol, I didn’t want to let them stay any longer.

I picked it up and took a look. This was the Tommy that Xu Yan bought for him. No matter how good the clothes were, they would have ugly wrinkles when he was drunk, like something sold at a cheap stall. How much of the sweet words they said to each other at that time did Qin Huan still remember?

Author’s message:

Ps: I’m really sorry everyone, I saw a discount on Steam yesterday and bought a summer special for more than 300 yuan, which included Fallout . Others said it was very interesting, but I thought what’s the point.

Then I played from 10pm to 10am, and finally fell asleep in front of the computer and didn’t wake up until now…

I’m really sorry, I’ll try my best to update it now.

Chapter 115 No reason, no excuse, no you! (2/)

“Axue…”

“You must be tired after drinking so much and staying out all night. Have a good rest. I’ll give you a thin blanket. You can just lie on the sofa for a while. You can go back after you have a good sleep in the afternoon.”

“Axue…”

“I can’t keep you at home for dinner, and I don’t have much time. I’ve finished writing something in the afternoon, put on makeup, and am going out again.” The expression on my face must have been very intellectual and sweet, and my voice was gentle and unfamiliar.

I don’t want to reason with Qin Huan. Even if I reason with him, he will still think that I care about him very much. Should I learn from the enemy in order to defeat him? If I tell him openly that I will help him, he will still think that I will indulge him, just like I want to take care of my parents. I must not let him know that I care about him very much.

If you expose your weaknesses to him directly, of course he will feel fearless.

Use the softest voice and the gentlest smile to let him in, but close your heart. The romance filled with sunshine in the room does not belong to him.

This polite, unfamiliar yet sweet atmosphere is refreshing, but also enough to make people… sad.

“You…Mingxue…why are you…like this? Could it be, could it be true?” Qin Huan looked at me in shock.

“It’s okay. But in the future… oh yes, you can come back and live here. I may not live here anymore and move out.”

“Where to move?”

“My boyfriend must be worried about me, and he’s about to graduate…”

“Don’t lie, Mingxue, I don’t believe it. It’s only been two days. You weren’t like this. You don’t like strange men at all… You must be lying. How could you… change so quickly?”

“You were taken advantage of. It’s not bad to have someone take care of you when you’re sad. You’ve experienced the joy of being a man. I think being a woman is not bad either. When you’re in love, everything will go smoothly. Don’t you agree?”

“I beg you, Axue, please don’t say such things, okay? I have no one else to rely on, Axue, those men are just greedy for your beauty, Mu Wan definitely has no good intentions, she just wants, just wants…” He couldn’t even say it himself.

Others covet my beauty, isn’t he also a visual animal? Not only does he covet my beauty, he also wants me to give him money and opportunities, woo woo woo.

“Now that I say these words, whether they are funny or not, I don’t feel anything when I hear them. I once gave you a piece of heaven and earth, but you didn’t cherish it. The key point in a person’s life is often just that one step away.

Of course, I will still help you at work. As an employee and friend, I personally feel that I have a financial obligation.

As for emotions and other things, I am free now.” I tried to be patient.

“Can you please stop being angry? Xu Yan and I…” How could this bitch be such a scumbag.

“You and Xu Yan have been together on the street, crossed beds, and kissed each other, but you are still innocent. Did you sleep in the same bed with her just to see your newly bought luminous watch? Or are you just loyal to your own desires and have no choice? But it’s different with me. I am your home and your spiritual only one? So you can eat hot meals while touching beautiful girls, and I should be lonely in the deep courtyard of the Wutong tree in the autumn?” I couldn’t pretend anymore.

“Axue, can’t we communicate properly?”

When Qin Huan said this with his eyes wide open in grievance, I saw Jiang Yuncun’s message pop up on my phone.

“Mingxue, hahahaha, Gabe Newell is going crazy, DO2 summer special offer, you can buy it once on Steam for the international server, and once on the Chinese server, 360 yuan for level 240, I don’t know how many bottles there are, I can’t even count them, Gabe Newell is losing money, really, buy it quickly!!!”

Of course, Steam also kindly sent me an email to tell me that more than a dozen items on my wishlist were on sale.

I get so mad when I see this promotion.

I have tens of thousands of pocket money, not to mention hundreds of thousands. I actually still want to save a little and buy it when it’s on sale. I couldn’t bear to buy the small purple edition of DO2 before. I think it’s not good to spend too much of her money. I want to reject this idiot in a gentle and tactful way here.

For this idiot, I have lost so many brain cells and played so little DOTA, and in return he keeps saying these bullshit in front of me over and over again, just like a Galgame tape jam, and I am still the heroine.

She saved the game here and read it over and over again, choosing the wrong answer?

I want to play DOTA, I want to live alone, and I don’t want to be his caring sister anymore.

My dream is to play DOTA2, write something and wait for death, this is my original intention!

I am a stay-at-home guy, but I have been forced into this state. I am no longer like a human being. I have been feeling melancholy and sad like Lin Daiyu during this period. I am so pretentious that I am not happy at all.

I’m really unhappy. I feel weird and ridiculous all over.

The years have not passed quickly, but I am afraid that the youthful thoughts will be mostly wasted.

During the time I spent buying him some spare clothes and talking trash to him, I really, really could have played a game of Dota.

I drank last night, so I didn’t watch Vg’s battle with Tnc and the beating of kuku.

I won’t kill Qin Huan, but I am also a human being and I have a temper. Do you want me to laugh all the time?

Apart from the day when I had a blast playing DOTA with Jiang Yuncun, my play time was always sporadic afterwards and I could only play one or two games. If you don’t improve at DOTA, you’ll regress. If you haven’t played it for the past two days, you’ll be considered a noob, and it feels a lot less.

If you lose a game of DOTA when you are in a bad mood, it will just add fuel to the fire.

“Fuck you, who didn’t communicate with you properly? Who is the one who is so inflated? Who went to xx after eating and drinking? Who made a mistake? Who is gasping for breath at the door like a dog? Who is the one who got slapped in the face again and again and still comes back to smile at me? I really didn’t want to lose my temper with you, but seeing you like this, I really can’t bear it anymore, really.” How could Qin Huan say the four words “communicate properly”?

Just now I wanted to pretend to be a stranger, lover and finally friend, but now seeing him put on my clothes after taking a shower and acting so presumptuous, and then staying next to me, I am testing him restlessly.

“I’m telling you, from now on I will only guarantee your normal material needs. If you don’t want to work for Jiang Yuncun anymore, then don’t do it. Go find a job yourself. If you want to work, you have to lower your head. You don’t know how to appreciate what you have. I’m really mad at you. Why do I get so angry when I see you, a little jerk? I’m not good enough to you? Not good enough? You don’t deliver the goods every day and act stupid here. You have done so many stupid things without reflecting on them. You cry, you keep crying? Is crying useful?”

People like you really live too well and don’t know your own limitations.

Which leader treats you as well as Jiang Yuncun?

Don’t you know what kind of person you are? Tell me clearly now, do you want to move back? If you do, I will leave immediately. If you don’t come back, if you dare to come uninvited again in the future, I will also leave immediately!

I have plenty of places to live, why should I put up with your bullying?

I was in a serious relationship, but someone cheated on me. I’m really convinced.

I don’t care whether you accept it or not. This is an order and a notice. You don’t need to express any questions and there is no room for discussion.

Stop saying things like I’ll give your body back to you. There’s no reason, no excuse, no sympathy. This time it’s either you or I leave. Really, I don’t want to see you again.

Don’t force me to block your WeChat and mobile phone number, and don’t force me to lock my phone.

I’m going to start a new life, and I want to have a new life, but you won’t be in my new life, understand?”

Chapter 116 Goodbye~! (3/)

“I won’t go back… I know you’ve always looked down on me… Jiang Yuncun too, you all think…”

“Okay, you say such annoying things again. How can people respect what you do? Isn’t it the same as Pxj saying that Wenyin girl’s excessive beauty filter is disgusting, while Hi Si Zhai dance licks the newspaper? Look down on me or not, if you have the ability, you can make a name for yourself. I admit now that you rely on your own efforts, not because of me, nor because of Jiang Yuncun’s financial support, but because you, Ah Huan, are so awesome, your videos attract fans, and now you have 60 fans.

I won’t say a lot, but 40 active fans are still worth it, right? Traffic monetization, live streaming, commercial advertising, I’m too lazy to say how much value you have now, not to mention a mountain of gold, but at least hundreds of thousands of commercial value.

For a 20-second advertisement with 5 followers on Wenyin, the fee can be between 8 and 60. If you have , you should run the business well. If you want to make money, you should risk your reputation. If you want to create content, you should think about it carefully. It sounds simple. You can do it yourself. When you become successful, you can slap me in the face and beat me to death.

Stand in front of me, I am homeless on the street, I am begging, I ask you, Mr. Qin, to give me a meal, okay? “Of course, these words are vicious, and I also hope that Qin Huan can change from his current appearance to a strong traffic monster who can gain a foothold in the wave of Internet celebrities.

At that time, he can play however he wants, taunt however he wants, and do whatever he wants. When my mentality changed from coaxing him to just wanting to buy the summer special offer and play DOTA, I became very irritable.

If you use gossip to stop me from playing DOTA, the cost of buying groceries will be doubled.