Chapter 80 You make me loveless

After returning to the Spirit Hall, Bibi Dong locked herself in the room.

She didn’t want to see anyone, not even her disciple Hu Liena.

No one understood what had happened. It was obvious that defeating the City of Slaughter was a good thing.

Why did the biggest beneficiary become autistic?

I’m afraid only Bibi Dong herself knows the real situation.

“Bibi Dong, why don’t you take him back?”

Bibi Dong looked at the dark space in front of her and sighed slightly.

She knew that it was the Rakshasa God who came to meet her.

“Rakshasa God, were you the one behind this?”

Bibi Dong now strongly suspects that the incident in the City of Slaughter was done by the Rakshasa God.

Otherwise, no matter how ridiculous she was, she would not drag Poseidon into it.

“If you don’t have any evil intentions, how could I take advantage of you?”

“So you admit it?”

“Hehehe… Bibi Dong, everyone has a dark side in their heart. This god just helps you open up that side. The most fundamental reason is because of you.”

Bibi Dong clenched her fists, “Why did you do this?”

“This God is helping you, helping you to recognize yourself, to recognize the truest self.”

“Do I have to thank you?”

“That’s not necessary. Zhuge Jun is right. Human desires are like rolling stones on a mountain. Once they start, they can never be stopped.”

Upon hearing this, Bibi Dong’s face became terribly gloomy.

“Bibi Dong, the darkest side of your heart has been revealed. You can no longer control yourself.”

“You fart!”

“Why, this was the path you chose in the beginning, and you took the initiative to accept the Rakshasa God’s test. I didn’t force you, and there is no medicine for you to regret now.”

“It’s all because of you!” Bibi Dong clenched her fists and said hatefully:

“It’s all because of you that I became this half-human, half-ghost thing. You made me lose everything! You made me loveless!”

“Love? Love is just an excuse. This word usually comes from the mouths of the weak.” Luosha seemed very disappointed, and her voice was much lower:

“The strong don’t need love. It’s enough if they fear you and respect you.”

“You are talking nonsense!” Bibi Dong did not agree with this idea.

She believes that people need love, and without love, life will be dark.

But Rakshasa is different, she is not human.

She is a god who is above all laws, and she doesn’t believe in love, so no one can force her.

“Bibi Dong, do you like Zhuge Jun very much?”

“I’m warning you not to touch him.”

“Since you like him, you should keep him by your side. How can you let him stay with Poseidon?”

“I don’t like pushing him.”

“Didn’t you force me in the Slaughter City?”

Bibi Dong fell silent again. She knew that all this was her fault.

All the faults were hers, so how could she have the face to fight or compete.

“What if I say that he actually likes you?” said the Rakshasa God.

“Are you kidding?” Bibi Dong said with a dark face.

If Zhuge Jun really liked her, how could he treat her like this?

At the very least, he would definitely not stay on Poseidon Island.

“If he doesn’t have you in his heart, how can he still talk to you calmly after you force him?”

“That’s because Mr. Zhuge has such a personality.”

Luosha God continued to ask: “If he doesn’t like you, why doesn’t he leave the Spirit Hall?” “Well, Mr. Zhuge will not abandon the people of Dawn in dire straits for personal reasons.” Bibi Dong said.

“Oh, if he doesn’t like you, he will definitely not stay with you anymore. Can’t he just go to Qian Daoliu?”

“me……”

After hearing what Rakshasa God said, Bibi Dong’s heart was shaken again.

Because what she said made sense and she couldn’t help but consider it seriously.

“He has you in his heart. If you really love him, you should take him back.”

The Rakshasa God’s voice did not stop and continued to persuade.

She knew that Bibi Dong’s heart was already shaken, and she just needed to add fuel to the fire.

Then the desire in her heart will be infinitely magnified, and only in this way can she become a true successor to the Rakshasa God.

“No, I can’t do that!”

At the critical moment, Bibi Dong regained her sanity.

Her conscience told her that it was wrong to do so.

If she really did that, it would only make the distance between Zhuge Jun and her grow further and further.

“No, you can. You can do that.”

Rakshasa continued, “Some things are just there. If you don’t fight for them, or if you leave them alone, you will never get them, and they will only be given away to others.”

She was right. Douluo Continent was a world where martial arts was respected.

In this kind of world, if you don’t fight and compete, you really can’t survive.

But Bibi Dong also had her own thoughts. She said, “You are right, but Zhuge Jun is a piece of shit.”

Zhuge Jun: “???”

“Oh?”

“He is a human being, he has his own will. Even if I force him to stay, he will not be happy. He will only hate me.”

Bibi Dong knew too well what it felt like to be forced; that was how she had gone through it in the past.

It can be said that it was the darkest period in her life.

Countless times of tossing and turning, countless fantasies shattered.

She felt that she was pathetic and helpless during that time.

She didn’t want Zhuge Jun to experience that kind of life. That was not love, it was coercion, forced love!

“You can’t even keep him, so how can you say you love him?”

The Rakshasa God seemed to be a little angry and embarrassed, and his voice became much sharper.

She really didn’t understand what was so great about the love in the world of prisoners.

Is it worth it to get hurt all over for love?
It’s stupid to get hurt all over for the sake of a face!
“Rakshasa God, you can no longer influence me. I will not be fooled by you again.”

No matter how Rakshasa God flattered her, Bibi Dong always responded with a smile.

As long as she is determined enough, nothing can defeat her.

“Bibi Dong, have you forgotten Yu Xiaogang?”

“Yu, Yu Xiaogang?”

“Yes, he is your lover, your favorite.”

Seeing that Zhuge Jun didn’t work, Rakshasa God could only say Yu Xiaogang’s name.

Apart from psychological tactics, she really had no other way to deal with Bibi Dong.

“Heh.” Bibi Dong smiled in relief, “You were wrong. You missed two words.”

“Oh?”

“Once upon a time.” Bibi Dong became serious and replied:

“I really thought I loved him, and even thought I couldn’t live without him.

“But now I understand that it was not love. It was just a scene I saw when I first fell in love.”

(End of this chapter)