Chapter 158 I don’t want to live anymore
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Tiandou Royal Academy.

When Nan Feng came back, it was already evening.

“What’s your attitude?”

Nan Feng looked at Xue Di, Bibi Dong and their group standing together in confusion.

Can you stand together?

“She said you were looking for death. Is that true?” Bingdi asked.

Nan Feng paused, “From a certain perspective, that’s true.”

“Why?” Bingdi asked puzzled.

“Because I don’t want to wait for death.” Nan Feng said.

“I have to see if my life is in my own hands.”

“I have endured the sword hanging over my head for twenty years. Now, I want to see whether it exists and whether it will fall.”

“But you don’t need to gamble like this!” Bibi Dong said.

“You can wait until I become a god.”

“You said that no matter how the world changes, oppression will not disappear. Even if you succeed, the world will not become better. When someone laughs, someone else must be crying. People will not desire progress. It is enough to just step on others.”

“You clearly know this, but why do you have to do this?”

Bibi Dong couldn’t understand, and she couldn’t accept it!

Why does Nan Feng have to do this?

As long as she becomes a god, she can take Nan Feng to ascend to heaven. Out of sight, out of mind. Then, how the world develops will have nothing to do with them!

So what if Nan Feng succeeds?

He can only speed up the progress of Douluo Continent by ten thousand years, but he cannot change the world!
Besides, this bastard isn’t some saint who cares about the world!

So what if Xuan Tian Gong has become popular? So what if everyone can practice it?

What if the conflict between soul beasts and humans is resolved?
Will the hierarchies among humans disappear?

Or will the fighting between humans and soul beasts disappear?
No! None at all!

There are also classes among soul masters, the strong against the weak, and the weak against the weaker ones!
Do the strong have to oppress the weak? Do the strong have to exploit the weak?

Yes! Definitely!
That’s fucking human nature!
It can’t be changed at all!
Even those weak people who are oppressed outside now will become the new oppressors when they have power!
There is only one possibility for the so-called harmony: everyone is a weakling!
And there is an alien slave owner above!
Black needs white as a foil!
Without war, how can there be peace?
Without suffering, how can there be happiness?
Without weakness, how can there be strength?
Eliminate the darkness and you will also eliminate the light!
All beauty comes from the contrast with ugliness!
Whether it’s bitter first and sweet later, or sweet first and bitter later, it’s the same principle!
If you have never tasted bitterness, you don’t know what sweetness is!
People who have grown up in luxury and have never seen poverty will only think that it is natural!

Without suffering, people cannot feel happiness!

The world that Nan Feng wants doesn’t exist at all!

And he knew this very well! He knew it very well from the beginning!
It was precisely because this bastard knew all this that she couldn’t understand it even more!

why!
Why do we have to test?

“Why…” Nan Feng raised his head.

“Didn’t I tell you? I want to see which side is stronger, the light or the darkness in a person’s heart.”

“That’s all.”

“Then why do you insist on risking your life?” Bibi Dong asked.

“Because this is the only way I have.” Nan Feng said.

“And this method is the safest.”

“Human nature is cowardly and content with the status quo. It will not want to make progress unless it is forced to do so.”

“Only competition can bring progress, and only pressure can bring motivation.”

“People are just so mean.”

“Just like the current Douluo Continent, those people lying on the ground are expecting me to bring a better tomorrow. They just want to lie on the ground and accept it.”

“To get something for nothing, to get more for doing less, that’s human nature.”

“The world is ruled by neither the strong nor the weak.

“It’s the human heart.”

“Because human hearts want to trample on others, the strong trample on the weak. Because human hearts want privileges and oppression, oppression is born.” “Oppression is not caused by the existence of power, and happiness is not brought about by progress.”

“Even if I speed up the world, I can’t eliminate these things.”

“It’s just that the oppressors and the oppressed will be replaced.”

“I tried to change, but after trying, I accepted my fate.”

“I’m sick and tired of the world. I’m tired.”

“…”

Nan Feng sighed, turned and walked away.

The next plan is his last attempt.

If he succeeds, that’s great. If he fails, there’s no need for him to keep trying.

“Do you want to die?” Bibi Dong instantly stepped forward and grabbed Nan Feng.

“I can’t bear it, and I can’t change it. Either this world is destroyed, or I am destroyed.” Nan Feng said.

“Did you forget it?”

“Why would I choose you?”

“Because you hate everything in this world equally.”

When he was in the City of Slaughter, he really intended to help Bibi Dong destroy the world at first, and everything he did afterwards was just a preparation for this.

Why didn’t he just provoke a war between the two empires?

Because the heat is not enough.

He wants to turn a war for plundering interests into a war to defend his own interests. If he doesn’t fight and kill, he will lose everything!
He wanted to start a war that could not be stopped.

“Then why did you give up?” Bibi Dong asked.

“Why did you change me?”

“Why would you spend so much time and take so much risk to turn me into a normal person?”

“I don’t know.” Nan Feng smiled helplessly.

“I don’t know why I did that.”

He originally wanted to use Bibi Dong’s power to destroy everything, but he has been trying hard to pull Bibi Dong’s thoughts back!
And he succeeded!

Contradictory.

A lot of the time he really didn’t know what he was doing.

“But you clearly didn’t want to die before!” Bibi Dong said.

“Why are you now…”

Before Bibi Dong could finish her words, Nan Feng interrupted her again.

“Don’t you understand yet?”

He is a contradictory, crazy, selfish and sensitive person.

At first, he did want to destroy the world.

But after he really started trying, he saw a lot of good things and he became shaken. There was no need to let these good things be buried with those garbage.

So for a while he really changed his plans and direction, and he wanted to make the world a better place.

But later on, he suddenly felt that this world was meaningless.

My brain is spinning.

There is a bright side to the world, and then what?
What does it have to do with him?

He was just a bystander.

“I said, I can’t believe you, do you think I’m kidding?” Nan Feng said.

“I am really tired. I am tired of being crazy.”

“So be it.”

(End of this chapter)