Douluo: Bingfeng retrains and enrolls in Tianshui College
Chapter 281 Tang Yuehua: Only Chu Han understands me
Chapter 281 Tang Yuehua: Only Chu Han understands me
Chu Han looked at Tang Yuehua, who was extremely sad, and wondered whether he should just leave. But he felt that this would be too inhumane.
Tang Yuehua was still working under him after all.
If he just walked away like this, wouldn’t he become like Tang Hao as described by Tang San, who completely treated Tang Yuehua as a tool?
Uh-huh.
Even if he really treated Tang Yuehua as a tool, Chu Han didn’t want to be said to be the same as Tang Hao.
“do not Cry.”
“There’s no need to cry about this. It’s no big deal to lose one less burden.”
Chu Han tried very hard to comfort Tang Yuehua.
But after hearing his comfort, Tang Yuehua cried even harder.
Chu Han hesitated for a moment and asked tentatively:
“You’re crying so hard, do you want me to lend you a shoulder to lean on?”
The words just fell.
Tang Yuehua’s head was already resting on Chu Han’s shoulder, and her hand was also on top of it.
Chu Han was a little nervous.
If the tears hadn’t been hitting his clothes like a faucet, he would have almost suspected that Tang Yuehua was crying fake tears.
After Tang Yuehua cried for a while.
Chu Han considered his words carefully before slowly saying:
“If you cry too much, you will be seen as cheap.”
“If you cry because it’s not your fault, then crying is a mistake in itself.”
“I know you feel bad, but what use can your feeling of badness have?”
Tang Yuhua’s eyes were red. After crying for a while, she was tired and leaned on Chu Han’s shoulder to rest for a while.
Smelling the fragrance on Chu Han, I suddenly felt very at ease.
Chu Han’s shoulders were also very broad and reliable, giving her the sense of security that she had always longed for but never had.
Seeing that Tang Yuehua had stopped crying, Chu Han felt that she should be able to communicate in her current state, so he took the initiative to bring up the topic:
“Master Yuehua, I know that you are crying like this because you must have suffered a great injustice.”
“I don’t know much about your past, and I guess you rarely confide in others. Why don’t you tell me what’s on your mind?”
“Although I may not be able to help you solve your problems, but if you speak out your sorrow, it will be half as much.”
Tang Yuehua looked at Chu Han with some surprise.
He was clearly a straight man before, so why did he suddenly speak so well?
It really aroused her strong desire to talk.
There is nothing to hide about the past.
Tang Yuehua calmed down and slowly began to tell Chu Han the story.
In fact, the story is very old-fashioned and there is nothing special about it.
It was simply because the Haotian Sect favored boys over girls, and Tang Yuehua, as the daughter of the sect master, had awakened a useless martial soul that she could not cultivate, so she had never been cared for and was always ridiculed by her peers.
At first glance, it doesn’t seem like he’s suffered much.
But Chu Han knew.
If a person’s childhood is without love, it will be the greatest suffering in her life, and she will spend her entire life trying to make up for her childhood.
Tang Hao once taught a lesson to those people who laughed at Tang Yuehua. Tang Yuehua remembered this incident for the rest of her life. Even when Tang Hao was in danger, she was always thinking about her second brother.
After Tang Hao died, this feeling was transferred to Tang San.
Tang Yuehua’s most primitive psychology is a desire for return.
The reason why she cried so sadly today was very simple. It was not because Tang San wanted to sever ties with her and her kindness was in vain, so she was heartbroken.
The most fundamental reason was that Tang San’s words made Tang Yuehua realize that Tang Hao didn’t take her seriously at all.
She thought that at least one person had loved her, but suddenly she realized that she was just being sentimental. The feeling of the world collapsing and the despair she felt was unimaginable. Chu Han thought about it.
“Then think positively. What Tang San said is all lies. In fact, your second brother is doing this for your own good.”
Tang Yuehua shook her head and pressed her head against Chu Han’s chest, greedily breathing in the pleasant scent.
There is no such shop after passing this village.
Although it is sad, I still have to take advantage of what I should take.
“This doesn’t make any sense. Even if I can deceive others, can I deceive my own heart?”
“Deceiving oneself is but the beginning of another suffering.”
“In fact, I had already felt that my second brother didn’t care about me. At that time, I just thought that my second brother had a wife, so he gradually stopped caring about me, his younger sister.”
Tang Yuehua still feels a little ashamed when she thinks about it.
Once upon a time, she secretly resented Yin for this.
“Hey, I can understand you.”
“Some people use their childhood to heal their whole life, while others use their whole life to make up for their childhood.”
“When you were a child, your grandma didn’t love you, your uncle didn’t care about you, and your family members didn’t take you seriously. If someone was a little bit nice to you, you would want to give your life to them.”
“Just like what you did to Tang San, because you love me so much, you even lost your own face and just wanted to get some benefits from me to give to Tang San.”
Tang Yuehua’s expression was greatly moved when she heard this.
“Some people use their childhood to heal their whole life, while others use their whole life to make up for their childhood?”
“Chu Han, I didn’t expect that the person who understands me best in this world is you.”
Her face was full of shame.
“I have to apologize first. It was not my intention to try every possible means to establish a relationship with you, even to the point of being shameless.”
“I know that by doing this you will definitely look down on me in your heart, thinking that I am just like those petty women in the market who like to take advantage of small gains.”
“But every time I think of Tang San losing his father and never having seen his mother, I can’t help but feel sad and always want to make it up to him.”
“Now that I think about it, it was actually my desire to repay my second brother that was transferred to Tang San, or it could be said that I was alone and had no one to rely on.”
“The only thing I can do is place my emotions on Tang San.”
Chu Han said frankly:
“Yeah, you put your emotions on others, but others call you a bitch.”
“Just a moment ago, you were deliberately trying to take something from me to give to Tang San, but who would have thought that you would be stabbed in the back by your own nephew in the blink of an eye?”
“You, as an aunt, have failed miserably. Tang San almost recognized Yu Xiaogang as his biological father, but you, as an aunt, don’t take it seriously.”
“Did he inherit it from his father Tang Hao?”
After talking it out, Tang Yuehua was no longer as sad as before.
Seeing this, Chu Han pushed Tang Yuehua away very decisively.
“Okay, now that you’ve calmed down, I’m ready to leave.”
“Take care of Tang San’s affairs yourself.”
“You go and comfort him, maybe you can get him back.”
Chu Han left after saying this.
Only Tang Yuehua was left sitting alone beside the pavilion, muttering to herself.
“Hum? Am I really that cheap?”
“You should have learned from your elder brother a long time ago and not cared about their family’s mess.”
Isn’t it just severing ties of friendship?
Then let’s never contact each other again.
This would save him from being scolded by Tang San if he found a man. What qualifications does he have?
(End of this chapter)