“What is our relationship now?”

You has been staring at Kasumigaoka Utaha, his gorgeous purple eyes dim due to loss of focus, even the beautiful girl reflected in his pupils became blurred. Of course, there is also a slight fear hidden in him, fearing that the beauty of the past was all an illusion.

Kasumigaoka Utaha smiled slightly, the joy in her heart had already overflowed. Her efforts so far and the physical intimacy last night were not in vain. Yuichi’s heart had been branded with her mark, although it was very shallow, but as time went by, she believed that the mark could completely occupy his mind.

Now…she just needs to lure the boy who is trying to walk out of the fog back to the depths, just like before~

The girl slowly leaned forward, the quilt covering her private parts silently fell off, and she entered a warmer embrace, lifted her hair over her ears, revealing her translucent and slightly red earlobes. She became more and more skilled at it, her heartbeat quickened slightly but not too much, with more anticipation than shyness, and Kasumigaoka Utaha began to enjoy the process led by her.

Simple touches could no longer satisfy her, and she became addicted to the deep caressing of lips and tongue.

Kasumigaoka Utaha placed her hands on Yuichi’s chest, and just as her lips were close to his, she was about to moisten her dry lips when he suddenly pushed her away. She was a little dazed, her expression slightly dull, and the absence of warmth made her body feel cold.

The sense of loss and confusion in her heart made her keep her hands on Youyi’s chest. She raised her beautiful wine-red eyes to look into the purple eyes that had broken through the mist, and sighed softly.

ps: I only have 1K left, I will get up tomorrow morning to make up for it (seriously)

90. Did I do something wrong…

“Are you satisfied with this answer, Mr. Scum?”

Kasumigaoka Utaha had a gentle smile on her lips, half-truthfully revealing her thoughts. Was she asking for Yuichi’s opinion, or was she stating the facts?

“So, everything you did before, including the kiss and the request for love, was done to relieve your so-called boredom?”

You remained calm, but in this calm situation, the threads entangled in his heart broke bit by bit. He knew that Kasumigaoka Utaha had other purposes, but he still couldn’t help but have some thoughts about her. The love movie composed of sweet pictures turned into a tragedy when it ended.

Those beautiful sweet dreams are nothing but cheap pleasures…

“That is to say…if I’m not here, you can also find another man to do this kind of thing, right?”

The dazzling stars were dim in Kasumigaoka Utaha’s eyes. Her jet-black hair just reached over her eyebrows, making the already dimmed stars even dimmer. Her open heart slowly closed, and her heartbeat was like a stone sinking into the sea, hard to find.

The girl was a little terrified, and it was difficult for her to maintain a calm smile. She was afraid that Yuichi would close the door with her prejudice that she was promiscuous and did not love herself, and bind it to her impression. What a joke!? If I were so casual, would I have a sharp tongue? Would I have to establish a cold image to keep those self-righteous boys out?!

If every man could do this, my boyfriend would have already been circling around Hane High School.

“Of course not!” Kasumigaoka Utaha spoke hastily, holding on to the door tightly: “You can be more confident about this…”

The words of encouragement got stuck in her throat, but she couldn’t utter the next word. It seemed that once she said it, it would be like admitting that she liked Yuichi. Listing Yuichi’s advantages, Kasumigaoka Utaha was a little afraid that she would say out loud the thoughts that were secretly at work in her heart. After struggling for a long time, she continued to speak:

“Mr. Scumbag, most girls will remember the person who took their virginity as if it were their first love, and I also hope that my virginity will be a beautiful memory that I will remember forever. But you took advantage of my situation and took my virginity when I couldn’t resist. Although I don’t want to admit it, you did forcefully carve out a place for yourself in my heart. Most of my feelings for you come from this, and maybe there’s also some brother-sister affection?”

Kasumigaoka Utaha smiled charmingly and calmly, but Youyi had no time to appreciate it.

“My love is not as cheap as you think. If that were the case, rumors about me would have already spread all over Hane High School. If you hadn’t suddenly burst into my life and taken away something I cherished, we would have never met.”

“Our physical contact is just a casual act, a way for each of us to get what we want. Your appearance suits my taste, and I feel comfortable being with you. Otherwise, how could I continue to kiss you?”

There was reluctance and unwillingness in her words. The words of praise were piercing to the heart after being processed with venomous tongue. Her laughter seemed to be a mask to cover up the nausea she was trying to suppress.

Kasumigaoka Utaha delicately controlled the balance of her rhetoric, hiding a glimmer of hope beneath her words. She thought she had the initiative and grasped this ambiguous feeling in her own hands, but she didn’t know that the small hope had already been buried under her own poisonous tongue.

As more and more people rejected her, her tone became harsher, and even though she had tried to restrain herself again and again, it was still bone-chillingly cold.

Hoshino Yuichi raised his hands, which had been motionless for a long time and were a little stiff, and slowly embraced the delicate body leaning against him. He felt a little cold, and his voice was as calm as his heart that was on the verge of withering:

“Since we both get what we want, can I kiss your body for pleasure rather than for pleasure?”

Yuichi and Kasumigaoka Utaha looked at each other, their purple eyes still overflowing with confusion and emotions that were about to burst out. Kasumigaoka Utaha looked at them a little straight, and wanted to take all these feelings for herself, even though these were originally hers~

“Sure, go ahead and act like a spoiled brat in your sister’s arms~”

Of course, Kasumigaoka Utaha would not shake off Youichi so quickly. She needed to deepen and strengthen this feeling and make it her own. The feeling of embracing love was very solid. The girl closed her eyes with her eyelashes trembling, as if she was enjoying it.

Yuichi slowly pushed Kasumigaoka Utaha down, and his heart, which had been open at one corner, slowly tightened. Every bit of affection disappeared in the heartache, and the budding of feelings was crushed by him.

What he was holding was just an empty shell, his heart was not with him, the hug could not give him fulfillment, nor could it fill his heart like before, it only made him feel empty and incomplete.

The two people enjoyed this meat feast with completely different mentalities.

…………

It was noon and the room was still dark, with the curtains blocking out all the sunlight. Yuichi’s cell phone suddenly lit up, waking up the sleepy girl.

Yuichi picked up the phone and found that it was a message from Miura Yumiko

——Yuichi, the midterm exam is coming up soon, do you want to come to the library to review together in the afternoon?

“Mr. Scum, have you started flirting with other girls right after you finished?” Kasumigaoka Utaha leaned lightly on Yuichi’s shoulder and teased. She had already eaten Yuichi up completely, so even if she let other people drink some of his soup, how much of a stir could it cause?

“Ah.”

Maybe it was because of the sage mode, or maybe his heart was gradually becoming closed. Although he couldn’t ignore and block out her charm, Youichi more or less applied the “she doesn’t like me” way of thinking to every word and every action she said. His mentality was changing, and his feelings continued to shrink. After all… he didn’t have much emotion.

Kasumigaoka Utaha’s quiet heart was extremely sensitive to any noise. Yuichi’s vague sense of alienation and his brief answer that made her uncomfortable made the girl a little flustered. Although she knew that Yuichi would feel hopeless and sad because of her words… she didn’t expect that when it really happened, it would cause such a big reaction in her ears and in her heart.

“I thought I could see you looking sad~ Should I say you are worthy of being called a scumbag?”

There was a hint of resentment in the girl’s voice that she herself was not even aware of. She squinted her eyes and spoke half-jokingly.

“Isn’t this what you were expecting? No feelings involved, just mutual exploitation.”

Youyi stood up and the quilt was lifted up, allowing cold air to pour in, making the girl’s delicate body tremble.

Continuing to stay with Kasumigaoka Utaha would only open up the scar on his heart. Teasing and tenderness would patch it up in his luck, but would open up cracks in his rationality again. He needed to be alone and lick his wounds.

“I go first.”

With the sound of the door closing, Kasumigaoka Utaha fell on the bed, as if falling into a bottomless abyss. Her arms covered her beautiful eyes filled with sorrow. For a moment, she could not tell whether what she had done was right or wrong…

91. Regret! Regret! Regret again!

As soon as I came out of the hotel, the sultry heat hit me in the face, and my pores, which were used to the cold, let out a dull and suffocating wail.

Yuichi’s idea of ​​taking a walk was shattered. Even taking a walk in this kind of weather was a torture.

Go home honestly…

On the pedestrian street, you can still see girls in cool clothes dancing with their long legs, attracting the attention of many men in suits. This may be their only entertainment while running around for business under the scorching sun.

Youyi did not stop, because he had tasted and touched more beautiful things, and he had no interest in these mediocre women. But when he thought that the beauty did not belong to him…

It would have been better if I had never had it from the beginning.

He smacked his lips and stopped thinking about it. He had to cut his losses in time and not think about something that didn’t exist in the first place.

On the train, Yuichi took out his cell phone and sent a message to Miura Yumiko to reject the invitation. She immediately replied with an emoticon that looked aggrieved and tearful, which was not at all like something a queen would do.

Yumiko Miura is extremely active on LINE. If she is a proud queen offline, then she is a lively and innocent princess online. The stark contrast can often touch the depths of the soul.

However, Yuichi ended the conversation hastily with “Let’s make an appointment next time”. Although he could still feel the other party’s desire to chat, he didn’t want to pour out his troubles to others. What’s more, Miura Yumiko and Kasumigaoka Utaha had a conflict. He didn’t have the time to deal with social activities, nor could he take care of this proud princess at this time.

Youyi put down his phone and leaned against the window. The picture outside the window was no longer beautiful, but more like a cookie-cutter print.

…………

After returning home, Yuichi Hoshino sat in his room, watching the anime adapted from the novel with a dazed look. The painting style was often broken, the movements were stiff, and even the most important plots were changed by the producers in a self-righteous way. His already confused mood became even worse.

Yuichi felt that he should do something that required concentration, such as cooking.

The range hood was running smoothly, the hot oil in the pot was sizzling and then slowly smoking, and cutting onions gave You a legitimate opportunity to shed tears, cutting vegetables and cooking were enough to keep him focused.

His attention was diverted and his complicated thoughts were put aside. Yuichi was very devoted in his cooking. The dishes that he had failed to cook in the past were now successfully completed. Time passed as each dish came out of the oven.

Yuichi was enjoying the cooking and felt he had a new understanding of cooking. However, he opened the refrigerator and found that the remaining food had been used up. Half of the delicious food on the table had gone cold, and the other half had gone into Kasumigaoka Utaha’s stomach.

When did she come back? Maybe I was too engrossed in cooking to notice her.

“It tastes really good. I don’t have to go to Sister Yangcai’s house for dinner anymore.”

As she spoke, Kasumigaoka Utaha put a piece of tempura into her mouth, and her smooth face puffed up slightly:

“It would be even better if there was rice.”

The black silk jade feet gently kicked Yuichi’s calf, as if urging him to cook quickly.

“If you want to eat, go cook it yourself. I still have to wash the dishes.”

Yuichi untied his apron and took out a freshly formed mousse cake from the refrigerator. The cold mousse and soft cake melted in his mouth. Yuichi, who originally wanted to fill his stomach, became hungrier and hungrier the more he ate.

“Brother, you are really good at cooking. If you help me cook some rice, I can feed you cake myself~”

Kasumigaoka Utaha cut off a piece without hesitation, bit the fork, and persuaded her with a smile.

“I’ve put the rice down to cook, so forget about feeding me.”

It seemed that Yuichi didn’t want to waste time talking to her, so he chose to cook. The girl was a little dazed. Her heart had been particularly sensitive since he said that in the morning. She clearly felt that Yuichi’s words were a little distant, as if they were muffled through glass, and she couldn’t hear them clearly. They were talking in bed yesterday, but now he wanted to distance himself from her?

Kasumigaoka Utaha bit the fork hard with her silver teeth, and her beautiful wine-red eyes reflected Yuichi’s back.

Anger was covering up her panic. Yuichi’s distant attitude pierced her relaxed expression. She put her feet on the table leg and shook them impatiently, causing the whole table of food to tremble slightly.

Should I have told him the truth at that time…? Would it be better if I didn’t say something nice about not talking about feelings and just using each other? No! How is that possible! I did it with him just to see the scumbag’s distressed and helpless look! The kiss and the hug were all necessary to make Hoshino Yuichi pay the price!!!

Fierce thoughts collided in her mind, and when the final result was born, the girl exerted force on her feet and the whole plate of mousse cake fell to the ground.

Snapped–

The plate shattered and the cake turned into a puddle of mud. Kasumigaoka Utaha’s heart paused at this moment. She stared at the mess on the ground and forgot to think. She opened her mouth and was stunned for a moment, then saw Yuichi coming from the kitchen after hearing the noise.

She was ready to accept Yuichi’s angry stare and rebuke, or even some sarcastic criticism, she could accept all of that…

But Yuichi just glanced at her, squatted down quietly to clean up the cake he had worked so hard to make. The whole process was so depressing that Kasumigaoka Utaha felt a little breathless. She knew that this was not Yuichi’s indulgence, but his attitude of not wanting to get involved. He didn’t want to have too many entanglements with her and didn’t want to talk to her.

She would rather Yuichi scold her for a while than watch their feelings die in silence.

The distance was widened again, and the girl felt the voice beside her ear fading away silently. She quickly squatted down to help Youyi clean up the debris, but it was more like she was frantically tying the slowly unraveling red rope again.

“Yuichi, I’m sorry.”

The wine-red eyes trembled slightly due to nervousness, and there was a light in them that showed the expectation of being responded to.

“Ah.”

Youyi stood up and left with the girl’s hope. Kasumigaoka Utaha got a response and the end of the topic she least wanted. The stone fell into the sea and there was no sound after that except for rippling insignificant ripples.

…………

The cake and plate fragments on the ground had been cleaned up. The two sat at the dining table, eating in silence. Kasumigaoka Utaha kept her legs together obediently. From time to time, she looked up and secretly glanced at Yuichi opposite her, but he never looked back.

The food tasted more and more bland as Kasumigaoka Utaha ate. It tasted very good when she ate it just now… After lunch, most of it was still left in her bowl.

The girl picked up her phone to cover her eyes, and watched Yuichi walk into the kitchen again out of the corner of her eye.

The sound of running water could be heard. Youyi had already started washing the dishes. His cell phone was quietly put down. His black silk jade feet were not wearing slippers and were touching the ground without making any sound.

Yuichi was feeling a little annoyed because he hadn’t finished eating the cake he had made for the first time. He was a little perfunctory when washing the dishes. Suddenly, he paused and the sound of washing the dishes stopped.

A pair of white arms were wrapped around his waist, and the soft roundness was pressed against his back.

92. It’s better not to disturb You-chan

“Scumbag, I’m sorry.”

Kasumigaoka Utaha’s face was pressed against Yuichi’s back, her voice was muffled but sincere, and her warm breath made Yuichi’s back hot.

Did she apologize again because she was afraid that I would have a grudge against her? No matter how I thought about it, it was impossible. She was the proud Kasumigaoka Utaha. Until this morning, I had been kept in the dark by her and had been dreaming an empty dream. But her voice was very sincere…

Yuichi was frozen in the girl’s embrace, and his thoughts, which had finally calmed down, began to wreak havoc again. They were tirelessly suspecting and thinking, and he felt a little annoyed. This kind of internal friction was meaningless, so he didn’t want to get too close to Kasumigaoka Utaha. Since they had already agreed not to talk about feelings, she was hugging him with such an ambiguous attitude now. Isn’t it too unreasonable?

Youyi wanted to pry apart the hands that were intertwined on his lower abdomen, but as soon as he grabbed the delicate little hands, the soft hands tried to wrap around him like silk threads, but he pulled them away easily.

The embrace was torn apart by Youyi, a gap was broken in the full heart, the warmth and satisfaction kept slipping away, the girl hurriedly grabbed his fingers, as if trying to retain the feelings that slipped away from her fingertips.

“Mr. Scumbag, I’m in a bad mood now. It’s time for you to perform.”

In fact, Kasumigaoka Utaha didn’t want to use this excuse, but Yuichi was tough and she couldn’t catch the cloud that insisted on leaving. The funny thing was that the wind that took the cloud away was also blown by her own mouth. At this time, Kasumigaoka Utaha was paying the price for her arrogance and sharp tongue. This could be regarded as her reaping the consequences of her own actions.

I thought that with this relationship, the two of them would spend more time together, and their emotions would gradually accumulate, and I would gradually win Yuichi’s heart and make his eyes twinkle with stars for me. It could have been like this…

“Maybe some other time… I’m not in the mood right now.”

The hand that was grabbing her was suddenly thrown away, and the girl’s palm felt pain. Yuichi walked away from her embrace, climbed the stairs, and then with a “click”, the door closed.