Chapter 84 If God Really Exists

The next day.

Song Jinhe has to go record a show today. It was originally supposed to be yesterday, but she deliberately postponed it for one day.

So today Song Jinhe got ready early and asked Chen Yucong to take her to the recording room.

Chen Yucong had other things to do, so he didn’t go in with Song Jinhe. Before getting out of the car, he held Song Jinhe’s hand and reminded her, “Remember to call me if you have anything.”

“Yes.” Song Jinhe agreed obediently.

But Chen Yucong was still worried and did not let go of Song Jinhe’s hand. After a long while, he continued, “Go.”

Song Jinhe was not in a hurry to get out of the car. After all, she arrived early and could afford to waste some time. She moved a little closer to Chen Yucong, then reached out and hugged the man.

It seemed like she was soothing the man’s slightly uneasy mood, and also like she was recharging herself.

After a while, Song Jinhe finally let go of her hand.

Chen Yucong watched Song Jinhe get out of the car and leave. He didn’t drive away until she entered the elevator and he could no longer see her.

Song Jinhe and Zhang Ting went upstairs together and were quickly noticed by the staff.

The news about Song Jinhe has been making a lot of noise on the Internet these days. As long as you are in this circle, everyone knows about it.

When the staff saw Song Jinhe, their first reaction was a little excitement.

But all the staff present had been warned by the director to work hard, otherwise he would not be able to protect them if anything happened.

So the staff quickly hid their emotions and greeted Song Jinhe politely.

Song Jinhe has been in a bad mood these past two days, and because of a fever, she looks a little weak now. Even when she smiles gently, there is a sense of brokenness in her smile, which makes people feel distressed when they see it.

“Teacher Song, your lounge has been cleaned up. There is still some time before the recording starts, so you should go and have a rest first.” said a staff member.

“Thank you.” Zhang Ting quickly thanked him politely.

Song Jinhe also replied, “Thank you.”

Then the two of them went to the lounge first. As soon as they sat down, Zhang Ting handed the water she had prepared in advance to Song Jinhe. When she looked at Song Jinhe, she seemed to be hesitant to speak.

After Song Jinhe noticed it, she took the initiative to ask, “What do you want to say?”

Ever since Zhang Ting learned about the miscarriage, she has always wanted to say something to Song Jinhe, but she hesitated for two days and didn’t tell her.

When I see her now, I still can’t help myself, but every time I open my mouth, I find myself at a loss for words.

“If I was by your side at that time, would that thing never have happened?” Zhang Ting felt uncomfortable thinking about it.

She is the agent hired by Mr. Chen at a high salary. She only needs to take care of Song Jinhe. She doesn’t have to worry about resources. Her responsibility is to take good care of Song Jinhe and make sure she doesn’t encounter any trouble when she works.

And she didn’t take care of Song Jinhe, which was still such a serious matter.

Song Jinhe was stunned. She didn’t expect Zhang Ting to feel guilty about this.

She said gently: “This is my own fault. It has nothing to do with you. Don’t think too much about it.”

After a two-second pause, Song Jinhe added: “Even if you were here at the time, you couldn’t change anything.”

Zhang Ting’s eyes were red. “No, at least I was by your side at that time, so you were not alone.”

What made her even more sad was that Song Jinhe had to face all that cruelty alone.

When Song Jinhe listened to Zhang Ting’s words, her heart softened. She held Zhang Ting’s hand and said in a hoarse voice, “It’s all over.” But in a daze for a moment, Song Jinhe remembered that she seemed to have been saying “it’s all over” these two days.

After saying this so many times, she began to doubt it.

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Ci’an Mountain.

The weather is pretty good today, and some people come to climb the mountain or burn incense early in the morning.

It’s just that Chen Yucong arrived a little late. When he reached the foot of the mountain, some people had already gone down.

However, when they passed by, they couldn’t help but look at Chen Yucong again.

It was not because he recognized Chen Yucong, but because Chen Yucong looked too formal in a suit and tie, and was not suitable for mountain climbing at all.

Chen Yucong knew it himself, but he had chosen this outfit specially. Today was his first time to see the child, so he wanted to be more formal.

Ci’an Mountain is not too high, with more than 3,000 steps in total. For Chen Yucong, it is not too difficult.

He walked up step by step, but with every step, his heart became heavier, because his child who had never come into this world was enshrined there.

Even at this point, he still didn’t know how to deal with it.

But he has to face it and see his children.

Chen Yucong took every step steadily, without stopping to rest, and went all the way to the top of the mountain.

The monks in the temple were not surprised when they saw Chen Yucong. They continued to do their own things calmly and were not disturbed at all.

Only one monk walked towards Chen Yucong, and finally stood in front of him and said, “Amitabha.”

Chen Yucong had met this monk before. At that time, he accompanied Song Jinhe to pray for Professor Song and his wife.

It’s just that Chen Yucong didn’t believe in gods and Buddhas at that time, and the reason he came was just to accompany Song Jinhe.

But looking at Chen Yucong again now, his expression has changed.

Regardless of whether there are ghosts and gods in this world, he is willing to believe in them and just wants them to bless the child.

Chen Yucong imitated the master’s movements, bowed slightly to him, and called out respectfully, “Master.”

“Come with me.” The master’s voice was hoarse and seemed to carry a bit of compassion. He looked at the man in front of him again, then turned and walked into the hall.

Chen Yucong followed the master silently into the hall.

What comes into view is a compassionate giant Buddha, with his eyes slightly lowered, looking down at the believers who come to worship below, as if he can forgive everything.

Chen Yucong first lit some incense, then went to the Buddha and knelt down reverently.

He slammed his forehead hard and kept that position. Thinking of the child, his eyes couldn’t help but become red.

After a long while, the man finally said in a hoarse voice: “I will do more good deeds in my life. If there really is a god, please bless him to have a safe and smooth life in the next life.”

Chen Yucong did not get up for a long time, as if as long as he was more pious, the Buddha would be able to fulfill his wish.

In the main hall, the sound of monks chanting continued. Chen Yucong stood up and followed the master out of the main hall. They went to a hall from the side to see the tablet of Song Jinhe enshrined there.

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