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318. The expected miracle is before our eyes

“My story? That’s a long story.”

“But the night is long, neither you nor I can sleep, right?”

It was unknown which sentence touched Lilith’s heart. After a long silence, she asked Philomena about her story, why she was born a king but then escaped, why she appeared in heaven and here.

There was silence for a moment.

Although she had intended to ask about Lilith, she agreed to it since it was her sister’s request.

After all, it’s not something that can’t be said.

So, Philomena spoke softly, with regret and melancholy.

“As for why I appeared in the heavens and in this holy land, the story should all start from that night.”

Like most succubi, or rather the pinnacle of them all, Philomena’s mother, the king of the demon world, has an extremely chaotic private life. Like an emperor, she uses her royal power to collect handsome men and build a huge reverse harem. Philomena doesn’t even know who her father is.

Life, death, gentleness or brutality, she had no idea of ​​these things. All she had was the mother of a king, and she was educated to be a king since she was a child.

Logically speaking, Philomena should have been raised to be cold-blooded and aloof, but even though she grew up in such an environment, her gentle nature surprisingly remained.

She is extremely devoted to her family.

In this respect, this is similar to Alice, who was also born in an imperial family, but there are many differences. Alice was alienated by her relatives and no longer sought help from them, but Philomena was persistent and refused to let go.

Philomena once had feelings other than admiration for the king, her mother, the aloof figure who ruled the demon world.

I hope to get my mother’s love and be treated gently. Like most normal girls, I regard my mother as my support and act coquettishly to seek her warm embrace.

But she still realized that she was different from most girls.

Born to be a king, no, born to be a succubus, she has no one to rely on.

Philomena would never forget that night.

On the night when Philomena entered the palace as she had agreed to sleep with her mother, what she saw were two smooth bodies intertwined.

The girl’s still innocent world collapsed.

The usually cold mother’s face flushed, and she showed the man a gentle look that she had never shown to herself before, and her eyes were flickering with joy.

[Mom!] Philomena yelled almost like screaming, wanting her to push the man who was pressing on her away, but all she got was the king’s shouting.

[Who let her in? Um, ah~ Guards, take her out quickly! ]

The shout was mixed with delicate moans, soft and without any strength at all.

Although she shouted at the guards, her voice was too weak and too soft, so the guards did not notice. Besides, tonight was the day opened once a month to Her Royal Highness the Princess, which was also the reason why Philomena was able to enter the palace.

The stuffed doll in her arms fell unconsciously, and Philomena stumbled backwards, crawling out of the room.

She sobbed with her back against the door. Although she was young, she had the reserve of a princess. She tried hard to hold back her tears, but the joyful applause in the palace was like a buzzing in her ears. Even if she blocked her ears with all her might, the sound still lingered.

Reserve can no longer hold back the tears that are bursting out.

But even with my head buried between my knees, my mother’s satisfied face still flashed before my eyes.

Never before, her mother had never shown her such an expression. The arms that should have belonged to her were occupied by someone else.

But even so, she still had hope.

Mom was just temporarily blinded by lust. Tonight was supposed to be a warm time for her and her. Soon, soon Mom would wake up, kick that man away and call her in.

However, the tormenting sounds from the inner room continued until dawn.

The door creaked and footsteps sounded like thunder in Philomena’s ears. The person who came out was not the mother she had been expecting, but a handsome man she didn’t know at all. He was almost half-naked with only his lower body covered. His heroic almond-shaped eyes showed a hint of teasing when he saw the “little beast” who was curled up and grinning at him.

【I won.】

Those words were expressed in those eyes.

Without waiting for her mother to come out, Philomena was hurt by the mockery in her eyes and fled back to her bedroom in a daze.

Her mother liked others more than herself. At that time, Philomena was mostly jealous in her sadness.

She can still deceive herself. Her daughter is a family member, and that man as a “concubine man” is also a family member, so a temporary win or loss is acceptable.

In fact, it is indeed a temporary win or loss.

It would be better to say that she didn’t lose, or maybe she didn’t win either.

I cried with red eyes and lay in the dormitory all day, receiving care from my mother.

[I forgot the date. If you are unhappy, what was the name of the person who provoked you? ]

[Your Highness, this is Elijah, a male concubine sent by the Benedict family as tribute. He just entered the palace and doesn’t know the rules.] The attendant replied.

【Kill him. 】

Holding the power of life and death, the devil sentenced the man who had sex with her a few days ago to death in just a few words, in order to appease his daughter’s anger. This is probably her way of expressing her love.

But, no, no, no, no!

There is absolutely no way to accept this.

Covering her aching chest, Philomena retched a little.

It wasn’t that she felt pity for the man, nor that she had no awareness of life and death, but that she found it ridiculous.

She lost to a toy that could be discarded at will, and to her mother, the promise she made to her was not as good as the pleasure she had with the toy.

The person in front of me is a mother, whose love for her daughter has lost to her unbearable desires.

She stared blankly at her mother’s face, the same face passed down from generation to generation in Clarissa’s family. She would also look like this in the future, and then…

She became a succubus filled with desire like her mother.

My thoughts go back to last night, my mother’s gentle look, her empty face…and that dirty look.

Wow, her stomach churned and Philomena vomited out the sour and bitter food in her stomach along with her “mother”.

Absolutely, she must not become like that!

She would never accept such a disgusting future.

“For a species like succubus, you are very strange.”

Jiang Lan said softly, “I can’t understand Philomena’s overly complicated feelings,” with a hint of doubt. This was contrary to the knowledge in her mind.

Yes, Philomena, she is strange.

Humans have their own morals, and succubus have their own morals, and they cannot be confused. They originate from chaos and feed on passion and desire. As a succubus, promiscuity is normal. It is better to say that this is their way of life and their nature. It is strange for someone like Philomena to go against nature and suppress her own biological instincts.

Philomena was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and her words were full of self-mockery.

“Indeed, I am weird, but there is no rule that all succubi must be the same. I want to be different.”

“So you escaped from the demon world and fled to the heaven.” Lilith continued.

“Well, I just want to do it with the only person I love. I want to remember my lover’s name and live a simple and happy life with her. She has me in her life and I have her in my life. Then, I hope that my daughter can get the love from her family and mother that I don’t have, spend a precious childhood that is enough to cherish for a lifetime, and grow up to be a gentle, lovely, honest and sincere child.”

“They got it.”

Unrestrained, Lilith gave this prophetic answer.

“Oh, until now I haven’t even been able to secure the person to accompany me for the rest of my life, and you can say it so confidently. How can I be sure about the future?” Philomena looked up at the starry sky with a melancholy look.

“Most definitely!”

Because I saw it, I experienced it, I got it.

Enough to cherish the good times of a lifetime.

He hugged Jiang Lan tightly in his arms, rubbing her delicate forehead with his chin, his eyes moist and bright. It was rare that Lilith, who usually had a poker face, showed that gentle and silly smile.

Dazzled by such a beautiful smile, Philomena was stunned for a moment, and then she also smiled.

“Ah, so I escaped, to be able to do things like that.”

#What you expect will appear before your eyes in the form of a miracle. #

ps: That’s it for today. I don’t have classes tomorrow, so there will be an update at noon~

319.Where is the hole in your body?

“Then how did you get to heaven?”

After all, she was ignorant and had no idea what Philomena said. As the guardian of the gate, she was more interested in the process of crossing the boundary.

Theoretically, if one is not powerful enough to affect the balance of the world, he will not be summoned to the heaven. After fighting with Philomena several times, it is obvious that even if she possesses half of the godhead, she is not at that level. So there must be loopholes in the world barrier that she is not aware of.

“I am also surprised that you were able to enter the heaven. Have you heard of Mr. Tree Hole?”

“Mr. Tree Hole?” This reached Jiang Lan’s blind spot in knowledge.

“When you feel upset and have no one to talk to, you will feel much better if you shout out to the tree hole. But the person Philomena met should be Miss Tree Hole.”

As smart as Lilith was, she immediately guessed part of the story Philomena wanted to tell and gave Jiang Lan in her arms some simple scientific knowledge.

“Miss, do tree holes also have genders?”

“Emmmm, sometimes it happens. For example, I can be your Miss Tree Hole, Jiang Lan. Just tell me whatever you want to say. I will accept everything you say.”

“Lilith, Miss Tree Hole?” Unable to understand something too abstract, Jiang Lan looked at Lilith with a strange look. “Where is the hole where I can talk?”

Where? Of course, down there.

“I’ll let you talk later. Of course, I’ll also tell you my own dissatisfaction and desires.”

It was a light smile, but her eyes were full of deep meaning. Lilith pinched Jiang Lan’s still tender face, but it was too early now and she needed to wait for some time.

“Huh?” Jiang Lan was a little dizzy because of Lilith, and her little face was full of confusion.

Jiang Lan didn’t understand, but how could Philomena not understand? Realizing that the topic was drifting further and further towards dirty jokes, she quickly coughed to bring the topic back.

“I still find this incident very bizarre, but things in the world are unpredictable.”

“Although I tried my best to resist my instincts and break free, I was no match for my mother, who was a demon king. Time passed as usual and I soon grew up to be a demon. I was arranged to marry Eudomia, ah, you don’t know her. To put it simply, I married the younger brother of the demon world’s vampire queen. Then, step by step, I indulged in lust like my mother and built a harem with many male favorites.”

“You’re definitely not going to take it that way.”