Chapter 93 He Will Die

Gu Chuan should be a role model for young entrepreneurs. Although he comes from a good family, he never bullies others. Even though he is extremely capable and business meetings hosted by him usually go smoothly, he has never been proud or complacent.

He is humble and gentle, calm and self-controlled, but now he has reduced himself to dust, praying that a married woman can treat him as a spice in a potentially boring marriage life.

This is crazy.

Gu Chuan also felt that he was a madman. It should be said that he had been crazy for a long time. His calmness now was just an illusion that he tried hard to pretend.

A long time ago, he knew that he needed Chu Yan, and he also knew that he could not tolerate Chu Yan being with other men, so he lost his mind. The moment he learned that Chu Yan was married to Shen Xing, he had such a strong urge to kill.

It was Shen Xing who stole everything that belonged to him.

When he was young, Shen Xing liked to snatch things he liked. He was told by adults that he was the older brother and the face of the Gu family, so he couldn’t throw tantrums on the ground like other children, so he could only remain silent.

And now, Shen Xing has once again snatched away his love. Unlike the cakes and desserts of his childhood, Chu Yan is his life. Without her, he will never be complete.

So when the day came when Chu Yan was with another man, he unexpectedly gave up his dignity and just begged Chu Yan to look at him again.

Gu Chuan doesn’t dare to be greedy now. As long as Chu Yan still remembers him and can think of him occasionally, it is enough. No matter it is a toy to kill time or a sudden excitement outside of marriage, he is willing to do it.

Chu Yan just found it ridiculous. She had never heard of such a ridiculous thing. The man in front of her had become a complete stranger.

“Gu Chuan, I think you need to calm down. What you said will only make people feel ridiculous.”

Gu Chuan raised the corners of his lips, and the smile on his pale face only made him look more vulnerable. “Yan Yan, it doesn’t matter if you don’t accept it now. I will always wait for you.”

The future is so long, there will always be changes, especially in marriage life. When there are more trivial matters such as oil, rice, firewood and salt, the love you once had will disappear without a trace.

Time always wears away many things. Who can guarantee that there will be no problems in the seventh year of their marriage?
Chu Yan didn’t know where Gu Chuan got his confidence from. Everything in front of her seemed ridiculous. She said, “I will never betray my marriage.”

Seeing Chu Yan picking up her bag and leaving, Gu Chuan blurted out, “Yan Yan, I believe that as long as we have more opportunities to spend time together, you will regain the feeling you once had for me.”

Chu Yan stopped and looked up at him.

Gu Chuan was now like a drowning man, desperately clinging to the only floating wood on the sea. His eyes, which burst out with passion and seemed to be eager to survive, locked tightly on her, “Yan Yan, before you fell into the water and lost your memory, you still loved me.”

He had investigated and found out that Chu Yan fell into the Lover’s Lake, where they often dated during their school days. During that time, he broke up with her and she was in a bad state. He didn’t know that she would commit suicide by jumping into the water.

And after she lost her memory, the engagement ring he gave her was still there. If she didn’t love him anymore, she would definitely not keep the ring.

Even though she had lost her memory, her subconscious still remembered what he liked to eat.

All of this told him that she still loved him.

Chu Yan said: “I’m curious, what made you think I still have feelings for you.”

“About you falling into the water…” “You don’t think I wanted to commit suicide by jumping into the water because of you, do you?”

Gu Chuan was interrupted by her and looked confused when he heard the words.

“I went to Lover’s Lake because I wanted to say goodbye to the past and throw the ring you gave me into the water, but something unexpected happened. I walked to the river and slipped and fell into the water.” Chu Yan had a blank expression on her face, and her eyes were calm and indifferent. “You claim to understand me, but don’t you know that I am definitely not the kind of person who would give up my life for a man?”

After a long time, Gu Chuan said slowly: “Yan Yan…”

“Yes, I remembered some things from the past not long ago.” Chu Yan said word by word clearly: “Especially the incident of falling into the water, my memory is very clear.”

“Then our past memories…”

“I’m sorry, Mr. Gu, I only remember how I went to the hospital, how you broke up with me, and the incident of falling into the water at Lover’s Lake. As for those good memories you mentioned about being with you, I don’t remember any of them.”

Chu Yan stood up. She seemed to be the one looking down on him, able to scrutinize the withered man in front of her at any time. “Maybe it’s because those things are not important, so I will never remember them, but I can be sure that I stopped liking you a long time ago.”

Gu Chuan sat quietly on the chair, watching her back as she walked away with empty eyes. He wanted to grab her, but his fragile body hurt with every breath, and he no longer had the strength to support his body to hold on to the person he didn’t want to miss.

From the very beginning, Gu Chuan had been comforting himself by saying that Chu Yan just lost her memory and that was why she didn’t love him. Before she lost her memory, she must have loved him.

So he should be patient. As long as Chu Yan remembers the past little by little, they can go back to the past.

So, he endured, suppressed, and restrained himself, giving himself little by little the opportunity to appear in front of her. He would become the Gu Chuan he used to be, the Gu Chuan she was most familiar with, and they would be able to find the happiness of the past through each other’s interactions.

Then, she will fall in love with herself again.

However, Chu Yan’s words shattered all his self-confidence. She told him a fact so cruelly and coldly –

Even without the amnesia, she no longer loved him.

She still remembered how their child was abandoned and how they broke up, but she could not remember, and it was impossible for her to remember, the good times they had spent together in the past seven years.

With a loud bang, his fragile world suddenly shattered and collapsed.

Assistant Zhang finally came over. He hurriedly got out of the car and walked over. Seeing that Gu Chuan was not well, he asked carefully: “Mr. Gu, are you okay?”

The man’s back was unstraightened, his figure was drooping, his head was lowered, his black eyes were gradually shrouded in mist, and the corners of his eyes were red, as if blood would flow out at any time.

He did not respond and seemed to have lost the ability to perceive normally.

Assistant Zhang’s hands were shaking, and he hurriedly sent a message to Mrs. Gu, “Madam, I think it is really necessary to hire a psychiatrist for Mr. Gu.”

He had a strong feeling that Gu Chuan had lost the ability to save himself. If he continued like this…

He will die.